" I have taken away Kalen's access, the only one that can get in here now is me " Xanda said to me as he walked into the kitchen where I was making myself some food. I kept my head down and cut up the tomato I had on the board in front of me. Last night , I had awkwardly made my way back to my own room. My body was tired and sore and fully sated. Before I had gone, and we had finished, he asked if he could feed. I had nodded, and he had taken my wrist, he was gentle, and he didn't instigate pleasure this time. Which clarified that he can control when he does that to me. After he had thanked me, it seemed the awkwardness was on both sides. Laying in bed, sleeping didn't come like it should have with how much energy I had burned during us making the mistakes we had and giving into the bon