Elizabeth POV
Everything started to change after that day.Whenever he used to see me,he would look at me and smirk.It made a blush a lot that it was almost impossible to handle a proper eye contact with him.
We haven't talked about that day.We didn't get an opportunity to.Every time I thought of going to his office,the nervousness and fear and blush and everything of that sort stopped me.
That day,I was in my class.Minding my own business and definitely not thinking about my headmaster.
There was a knock on the door.Everyone looked at the door.It was Jordan.
But did I hope that it was somebody else?
The teacher motioned me to go there.God.The nervousness was breaking me apart.
I walked towards them.Jordan told me to follow him.So I did.
As we walked out of the classroom,I stopped on my steps.
"What happened?" I asked.
"Oh...your, um.Mr.Blackwood called you." He said.
"What?" I gasped.
"All the best.He tapped my shoulder.
I went to the elevator and to his floor.It scared me.It made me so nervous that my legs were shaking.
I knocked on his door.There was no response.I knocked again.No response.
I slowly walked inside the room and stood beside the door.The room was so cold.I was freezing to death.How did he even stay here?
His coat was hung on the back of his chair.The bathroom door opened.He walked out of the bathroom.There was water dripping off his face.God he looked so sexy.There was water splatters on his white shirt which gave me a minimalistic view of his body.
"Hey, Eliza." He smirked at me before wiping his face with a few tissue paper.
"You called..." I whispered.
"Yeah." He smiled widely.He was in a good mood today.
"Sit there." He told me to sit on the couch.I silently sat down on the couch.
When he sat beside me,a wave of fresh musk rushed through my nostrils.He had a refreshing aura coming off of him.
"How are you?" He asked.Oh now he cared about how I've been.
"I am fine." I replied.
"You talk really softly.I can't hear you properly." He said.I looked down.My cheek was in heat.I am pretty sure that he noticed it too.
"I like to hear you talk.I like your innocence and how sensitive you are..." He whispered as he moved his hand under my skirt and touched my thigh.At that moment,every hair on my skin rose.I didn't know how to breathe at that moment.
"Why did you call me?" I asked.
"Don't you like when I am near you?" He asked.
"I- I have classes." I narrowed my eyes.
"I know." He said.
"So..." I whispered.
"So...?" He raised his eyebrows.
"So what am I doing here...sir?" I quickly added the word sir.
"What's intoxication mean to you?" He asked.Oh god.Not this again.I sighed.My heart wanted to burst out.I made such a mistake.I provoked him.Now I must deal with it.
"Sir,I have classes.I must go...I am really hungry too." I pleaded.
"Oh, lunch break is after a while right?" He asked.
"Yes." I replied.
"Would you like to have lunch with me?" He asked like a gentleman.He was so soft at the moment.I wished he was like that all the time.Actually he was nice but sometimes he got angry...too much angry and that's all.
"You are my headmaster." I narrowed down my head.
"I am.I so am." He smirked... again.
"So what's the hold up?" He asked.
"I...I feel scared." I whispered.
"Scared?" He raised an eyebrow.
"I am not going to do anything to you...unless you allow me." He whispered.
"No." I said.
"No?" He raised an eyebrow in shock.Pretty sure a guy like him never heard a 'No' from anyone.
"I am sorry." I whispered.
"Okay..." He whispered in sheer disappointment.I felt that he was somewhat angry but he didn't express it.
"Okay." He shook his head casually without any expressions.
I stood up to leave.He didn't stop me either.Some part of me wished that he would stop me from behind while some part of me wished to just run away from whatever was happening here.
As I walked down the elevator, several thoughts rushed through my mind.He just wanted to have some lunch.He asked me so nicely.How could I turn him down like that?
As I walked down the cafeteria,I saw Jordan,Rosa and Chris on the same table.I joined them as well.
"Where have you been?" Rosa asked.
"Just...here and there." I replied.
Rosa and Chris didn't know about my little something with the headmaster.Jordan knew.
I silently ate my lunch while still thinking about his words.It was just a lunch Elizabeth.You are a f*****g coward.I cursed at myself.
"Are you alright?" Jordan asked.
"I am.I just have a headache.I don't want to continue with any class today but ugh,they are going to deduct my marks." I said.
"You can give an application and take the day off." He said.
"I can't.I did last week." I said.
"Oh damn." He said.
"Eliza." Rosa held my hands.
"Do you have time? I need to talk to you." She said.
"Yes.I have a period free after lunch." I said.
"Oh same."
After having lunch,we headed to the yard.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"I-I like Chris." She said.
"Wh-what?" I chuckled.
"Yeah..." She blushed.
"Oh my god, you're blushing." I teased her.
"No I am not." She rolled her eyes.
"You so are! You should see yourself." I laughed.
"Ugh, whatever.How do I approach him?" She asked.
"Well,I am pretty sure he likes you too so..."
"What if he likes me as a friend?" She asked.
"Then give him hints." I said.
"What kind of hint? The kind where I walk into his room without a bra saying that I have gone blind and I can't find my bra?" She asked.
"You could try that." I chuckled.
"No,stop! You're just as gross as me and that's why I love you." She said.
"Honestly,Rosa.Just be genuine.Be yourself.Show that you care.Maybe ask for going out together...for a lunch or a dinner." I said.
"I can try that." She smiled.
"You're blushing." I elbowed her.
"No,no,no.Eliza I'm gonna kill you." She said.
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I was walking down the hallway alone.Jordan was taking care of his business.
It was a Saturday and the halls were just as empty as an abandoned school in horror movies.
I walked inside my room and washed my face.I put on some make up instead of studying or getting ready for bed.
I wore a black satin top and black leggings.Over that I wore a beige coat so it doesn't look like I am violating the dress code or anything.I wore black boots with slight heel.
I was doing it.
I took a deep breath and took the elevator to the top floor.I was praying that everything goes fine.I was so nervous and I didn't know how did this courage come to me.
I opened my eyes as the elevator dinged.I silently walked out.This place was horror.
Instead of knocking on the Headmaster's door,I silently opened it.He had his coat in one hand and he was standing.He was checking his stuff.
It looked like he was leaving.
"Hi." I whispered from behind.He turned around and frowned a bit.He looked at his watch for a few seconds before responding.
"It's getting late.Why are you here?" He asked normally.
"I...um..." I went numb.I couldn't speak at all.He was done checking his things.He turned around to leave.
"No,I-are you leaving?" I asked.
"Yes." He replied.I nodded and he started to walk again.
"No,I-" I placed my hands on his chest to stop him.When I felt the stiffness of his muscles,I fell into the shock of intoxication...once again.
"Don't go." I whispered.
When he looked at my hands on his chest,he threw me a stern glare.
"I mean..."
He sighed.
"Elizabeth,do you want something? I am really tired.I have to go." He said.How innocent he looked and sounded yet so dominative and possessive.
"Mr.Blackwood...I-" My words stuck in my throat again.
"Will you have dinner with me?" I asked with my eyes closed.Somehow the tears of joy and fear fell down my eyes.I was shaking out of nervousness.He crossed his arms over his chest.
"And what makes you think that,I,your headmaster,will accept to go on a dinner with you on a Saturday night?" He asked coldly.
"But you..." I was about to say that he was the one who asked me first but didn't because it made me feel like it would worsen the situation.
"I thought you wanted to..." I whispered and looked at the cold white floor.
"Excuse me,I am getting late.I have a date to attend." He said it to worsen my situation.
"So that's a no?" I asked.
"Mhm." He nodded leaning closer to my face.
I walked out of his office with him so he could lock it.
Think fast Eliza.Do something.Stop him.
"You..." That's the only word slipped through my lips.
"Don't go." I whispered.That caught his attention.He turned around and looked at me.
"It's getting late,Eliza.Go have dinner and head to bed." He said.
I was tearing up again.I couldn't say the words.Why couldn't he just understand what I wanted?
"I am sorry that I said no.I was afraid.I was scared but since I've walked out of your office I couldn't stop thinking.I felt so guilty and I am sorry for turning you down.I didn't want to but I was afraid so please..." I whispered.
"Don't go." I looked at the ground.
He walked towards me.I didn't get any time to react.I was in his embrace.He pinned me on the wall and kissed my lips.I kissed him back.He sucked my lower lips and then licked my tongue with his.I didn't know that a person could feel so dynamic and sensual.I was on cloud nine.I was going crazy.My body was about to explode due to the heat of nervousness.My hand was wrapped around his neck while his squeezed my bosoms.
"Ah..." I moaned in pleasure.I bit my lips as he kissed my neck and sucked here,there and everywhere.His hands travelled down my pants as he slowly started to rub me.
"Oh...oh god." I whispered.
He stopped and looked at me.
"I am sorry." I whispered as I looked directly into his eyes.He smiled gently before kissing me again.
"Don't go." I whispered in between our kisses.
"I am not." He whispered back as his grip on my waist tightened.
"Let me take you somewhere." He said.
"Okay." I replied.
"But you have to be ready." He said.
"For?" I asked.
"For the beginning."