FRIVOLOUS SNOW

21|Thunder

Though Yong Xian acts like he didn't like Zi Xin, only he knows that he felt the opposite. He grew awkward to Zi Xin when he realized something wrong about him for admiring and liking a man who dresses like a lady. Instead of being friends with Zi Xin, he acted as he hated him because he wanted to convince himself that he didn't feel anything about the boy.

When Zi Xin went to Nan Jiang to mourn their family loss, Yong Xian's heart went at ease and he almost forgot about that feeling and now that Zi Xin was back, his system was doing that same thing like before. Getting confused and kept on getting distracted and Yong Xian hated those feelings.

Yong Xian carefully laid Zi Xin down his bed and scanned him. Being away for three years, Zi Xin grew a little bit taller and more beautiful. His drunk blushing face made him even more attractive and his torn garments exposing his milky white skin and woman like figure. Yong Xian almost reached his hand to feel how smooth Zi Xin's skin was.

"I am crazy." Yong Xian muttered upon hearing his thoughts and went to fetch some clean clothes for Zi Xin to wear.

Yong Xian felt so scared when he saw that demon back from the pub tried to attack Zi Xin. He wouldn't forgive himself if Zi Xin would get scratched without knowing if that demon has malign blood running in him then the victim would have a higher chance of getting infected.

Yong Xian walked back to the drunk Zi Xin with a new set of clothes, choosing those thin clothes for sleeping, and sat on the bed.

Yong Xian was debating whether to remove Zi Xin's clothes by himself or just hover the cloth on top of Zi Xin to cover his body. It would be easy to dress Zi Xin if Yong Xian doesn't have these messy things in his mind but he does so it felt awkward for him.

"f**k this." Yong Xian said and reached to Zi Xin, peeling his robes carefully with his sweating hands revealing flawless white skin and Yong Xian would secretly brush his fingers on the skin as he tried to peel the inner robes as an excuse.

"I'm just dressing you. It's not like I'm doing any more than this." Yong Xian explained to the sleeping Zi Xin as if giving excuses.

Yong Xian finally removed Zi Xin upper robes, leaving the pants, he slides his robe and gently slipping Zi Xin's arms in the sleeves when he saw Zi Xin's eyes fluttered open making him froze.

"Xiao Xian." Zi Xin muttered in a raspy voice. "Water."

Yong Xian stood up immediately and went to grab a cup of water without saying anything and gave it to Zi Xin. Zi Xin's hands were trembling as he reached for the cup. Yong Xian changed his mind and assist Zi Xin from drinking.

Zi Xin's hand wrapped on Yong Xian's neck as h Yong Xian supported Zi Xin's back and holding the cup. After drinking everything in a few gulps, Yong Xian stood up to place the cup back when his lower arm was held by a warm hand.

"Don't go." Zi Xin said, his voice sounds better after drinking the water.

"I won't." Yong Xian looked at Zi Xin.

Zi Xin was drunk and maybe he would wake up the next morning forgetting everything that happened tonight.

The grip in Yong Xian's arm tightened surprising him and Zi Xin pulled him down on the bed with a loud thud and rolled their bodies. Zi Xin straddling him and planted his hand on either side of his head, looking down at Yong Xian with watery eyes yet it was intoxicating. Yong Xian was stunned. Everything happened so fast.

"Zi Xin always admired elder brother Xian." Zi Xin said in a whisper-like voice.

Yong Xian looked like a fish out of the water, his mouth opening and closing after realizing that he didn't know what to say. He didn't expect something like this would happen and he always thought that Zi Xin was weak but he was quite strong after he was thrown down the bed.

"But elder brother Xian never spare a single glance at Zi Xin and even hates Zi Xin." Zi Xin said, staring straight into Yong Xian's eyes making him felt powerless.

Yong Xian thought if you only knew. But Yong Xian remained silent. He knew that Zi Xin was talking in his drunken state.

"What would Zi Xin do for Elder brother Xian to notice Zi Xin?" Zi Xin looked at Yong Xian, his eyes watery and they were begging. Zi Xin raised on his knees and Yong Xian cried when Zi Xin peeled the robes that Yong Xian made him wore a moment ago.

"Ah! Z-Zi Xin! You'll get cold!" Yong Xian exclaimed, his throat getting drier as his eyes scanned the beautiful body on top of him.

"It's okay. Elder brother Xian will help me warm up." Zi Xin ran his hand on his own collar down his chest and to his navel, his fingers seductively brushing the tip on one of his rosebuds on the way while Yong Xian's eyes couldn't stop his eyes from following the hand as it caresses.

Fuck! f**k! f**k! He chanted in his mind.

Yong Xian was heating up and he wanted his soul to slip out of his body and die. No matter how his brains deny, his body couldn't! Getting excited seeing Zi Xin touching himself on top of him was killing him.

"Zi Xin—"

"Hush!" Zi Xin placed his forefinger on his lips to stop him from saying anything and Yong Xian was fighting his will from licking the finger on his lips.

Zi Xin bent down and cover Yong Xian's parted lips with Zi Xin's soft lips. Shivers ran down Yong Xian's body like energy filling his system. His heart beating faster and louder as the kiss turned into heated passion. Their tongues dancing together and never wanted to separate if they only didn't need to breathe.

Zi Xin pulled his lips to breath and he gasped in surprise when the was thrown around. Yong Xian switched their positions and claimed Zi Xin's red and swollen lips, drowning all his senses.

Yong Xian never thought that his feelings for Zi Xin were deeper than he expected. He wanted to do dirty things with Zi Xin. He wanted to ruin this innocent Zi Xin and make him scream 'til he lost his control.

Just when things were getting hotter and dirtier, Yong Xian snapped his eyes open.

His body was soaked with sweat and his breathing heavy and the first thing he saw when he woke up was Zi Xin with his robes pried open from moving too much in the bed showing his velvet skin. It was the man Yong Xian was doing in his dream!

Zi Xin's arm wrapped around his body and one leg propped on his legs, dangerously rubbing on his raging morning wood!

In reality, Zi Xin was heavily sleeping and never woke up while Yong Xian was dressing him and didn't make a move on him. All those dirty things only happened in his dream! How could Zi Xin do those dirty things! Zi Xin was so innocent, he couldn't even catch up when they joked about dirty stuff!

Yong Xian screamed silently inside his mind praying for the gods to kill him with a strike of thunder.

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