CHAPTER 8 : CHANGES
I am lucky since I have a little savings from my part time jobs and I got some money from Jimmy. They must be aware this would be happened since they offered me a good sum of money. Maybe with these, I can live for three years without any worry. I even rented a small apartment that is near to my campus but away from other residents. I want a life in peace.
Now, I am living alone I must attain a proper education for my own future. I set a goal to graduate and have a decent job. I will forget all happened and start a new life.
But why is my life so mess up?
“What is this?” I screamed.
I woke up and my right hand was covered in white fur. I have claws like a wolf. I covered my ears because it was ringing from all the noise that surrounds me. I can also easily see every detail in my surroundings. I know something is different. This is not right!
“No, no, no!” I screamed in fear. “This is must a dream! I can’t be like them! I already swear I will forget everything!”
I looked in the mirror and surprised that my eyes were golden in color. This is a proof that I have a presence of wolf inside of me.
“s**t! This can’t be happen!” I cussed and punched a wall but to my surprise I made a hole in a thick concrete wall. “What the f**k!” I cussed in my exaggerated strength.
I ran to the woods and I know I got a speed that unordinary for a human like me. I passed the trees like I am an air. I have an unordinary strength and speed.
I thought I can start a new life but it is impossible for me. I am not an ordinary human now. I am a monster like my mother said. I am product of Alexei’s experiment. I guess Alexei was successfully turn me into them. I am partially a werewolf now.
I kneel in the ground and cry my heart out. I’m scared. What if Alexei come back to get me? I know he will because he promise me.
What should I do now?
Should I run away?
No, Alexei can track me down!
Should I go back to Alex?
No, they betrayed me! I cannot trust them anymore.
No one will save me now.
I am all alone.
‘Donna?’
I heard a voice said in my head.
‘Donna, is that you? Are we still alive?’
I hold my head. “What are you saying? I’m not Donna. She is already dead! She died in the laboratory” I frustrated said.
‘Freya, is that you? I’m glad you are alive and safe. Huh? What? Can you hear me?’
“Yes, I can. Who the hell are you? Why are you in my mind?”
‘No, it can’t be. Am I in your body? Why am I in your body? I’m Diane, Donna’s wolf. I’m Donna’s other self!’
“How is this happen? Donna is dead but you were in my body!”
‘Freya, please don’t freak out. I don’t have idea. I assumed I died together with Donna and I just awakened I was already in your body.’
“How can I not freak out! I am not a normal human now!”
‘Freya, calm down! Control your emotions! It can hurt yourself!”
Because of my claws, I cut my own self. My blood oozed from the deep cut but after few minutes the cut healed itself. There is no proof of cut.
“No, I am normal! This can’t be true!” I screamed and cut myself again but same scenario happened. The wounds healed itself.
‘Freya…’ Diane called my name with full of sympathy
“No, no, no!” I cried. “After what happened, all I want now to be normal! I want to start a new life without any connection to supernatural beings! I am already done with all of you. Please Diane I beg you help me!”
‘Freya, I don’t have slightest idea how this happen but I will respect your wishes. My soul was already attach to your body so it is impossible for me to let go. Maybe I’ll stay with you silently and watch over you. But if there is times you need my help, I am here to protect you. It is a promise.’
After Diane said those words my hands turn to normal. I can feel that Diane made a barrier in my mind to seclude herself. Diane control her ability to make myself a normal human.