DEMETRI Ughhhhhh I am so frustrated and the worst part is I don't even know why. Well that is a complete lie I do know why but its just that I don't wanna accept it. I am frustrated over Max. How can he go on date with that son of a b***h. He is in love with me not him then why is he going on a f*****g date with him?? The rage that I am feeling right now is something I have never felt before not even when dad beat me. It is like this fire inside of me that I just wanna destroy that motherfucker who took Max away from me. Yes I am not gay but that doesn't give Max the right to not love me anymore. He has to love me no matter what even if I just use him and throw him away he is still supposed to love me. I know that's twisted but that's what I feel right now. Isn't that what unconditional