I slowly came down the stairs, my chest lightly heaving. Fabian was by the door, leaning on it, his eyes closed. I swallowed, then covered the distance to him, my lips sucked in. "I am here." He slowly opened his eyes, then ushered me forward. I lowered my head, then walked in front of him, my fists clenching tightly. We walked out to the car, and he opened it for me, then waited as I entered. He closed the door, and I watched him go around the car. I took in a few breaths before he came around, and I was glad I had because the car suddenly felt way too tight once he was in. It felt almost like his presence alone was taking up all of the space. "Are you okay?" His voice came, bringing me back to the present. I turned to him, and he was looking at me, his brows lightly furrowed. "I