My eyes widened, a gasp escaping my lips. "I...I am so sorry, Fabian. I never knew."
He shrugged simply. I could tell being pitied was not his most enviable position. We fell into silence again, and my feet tapped slowly on the floor, my lips sucked it. It has been close to an hour now, and I am not sure how long they would take, but I was growing nervous.
My fingers started to tap anxiously on my knee, my feet tapping slowly on the floor. I closed my eyes and said a silent prayer before I turned back to the OR, my heart beating wildly.
Slowly, I felt a hand cover mine, then closed in on it. The trembling immediately stopped, and I turned to Fabian. His eyes were fixed on my hand, like he had never seen something like it. Like he was fascinated by his own hand covering mine.
Slowly,
