>>>>>> I woke up early in the morning still feeling the small ache of pain in my heart from being rejected by my soulmate. I wore my normal clothes and I was still confused about how I was going to talk to my father because I knew he was expecting me to kill Jacob, now my soulmate. I don't think I would now even have it in me now to kill him no matter what because if he died, I would be left living as an empty less shell. Why did life have to be so complicated and now I regret not killing him before I knew he was my soulmate. I guess I also took long in killing him because I was enjoying living a normal human teenage life and not having to do princess duties or kill werewolves and look were that's got me. Today I didn't care about Catherine and her insults because I w