The past few days hadn't been has I had hoped. I didn't like the fact that we argued so much and never agree on the simplest things. Especially the Night I had gone out with Hawa. That night had shown me how bad things could get and how much I still had to figure out and know about Ridwan and even though the morning after he had sent flowers and chocolates home for me from work. The memories still linger I guess marriage is like that, it doesn't come with a manual or anything so you have to figure out a lot of things by yourself. Many say the first and second year is the best but why were we arguing so much anyways. I decided to wake up early to prepare Ridwan's best dish today. I was hyper this morning and happy, I wanted the whole day to start with goodness, no fights or arguments just