I woke up with arms wrapped around me at dahan dahan kong minulat ang aking mga mata and my eyes widened nang makita ko si Ismael na nakayakap sa akin. He is sleeping peacefully while snoring lightly. Hindi ko mapigilang pagmasdan ang kanyang maamong mukha. I traced his thick eyebrows and caressed his face. His nose is perfect, it is long and pointed. Para siyang isang model.
I suddenly realized what happened last night at namula ang aking pisngi. I am not a virgin anymore, he finally got my virginity. I have nothing to lose anymore and now my attachment to him is growing. I heard na kung makukuha ka ng isang lalaki, your attachment with him will grow and you will eventually fall in love. Kaya ko bang magmahal ng isang lalaki kung marami siyang asawa? Parang ang hirap.
The thought of it
