I ran towards the bathroom when I felt like throwing up at agad akong sumuka sa sink while sobbing silently. Why do I keep on throwing up? Hindi ko na naiintindihan ang sarili ko. Wala rin akong masabihan dahil hindi ko naman close ang tatlong babae na nakatira dito. Hindi ko na talaga alam ang gagawin ko.
I wash my face and my mouth at nag toothbrush na rin ako. After a few minutes, bumaba na ako as usual and start my day. I saw Ismael and the three girls walking downstairs at napatingin sila sa akin. Ismael has emotions in his eyes that I cannot read. I wonder what are those?
Napayuko na lang ako at nagpatuloy sa pagluluto. “Come here,” Ismael commanded at lumapit ako sa kanya. “Why aren’t you greeting me?” Tanong niya.
“S-Sorry,” Mahinang sabi ko at binuhat niya ako and sat me in hi
