Guilt.
That was all Noel felt as he stared at the dark ceiling. He had so much love for Nicolas but ended up sleeping with Peter who was sleeping peacefully next to him.
Noel felt like someone was crushing his chest, everything hurt. He closed his eyes when they threatened to spill tears. But he ended up crying. He bit his lips and covered his eyes with his forearm. He sobbed quietly in the night with a jumble of emotions in his chest.
"Noel?" Peter's sleepy voice called, "Are you crying?"
"No," Noel choked out.
"You are," Peter said and he got up on his elbow and placed his hand around Noel's waist and pulled him closer.
"Why are you crying?"
Noel looked at Peter. The moonlight spilled into their room at that moment and Noel took a moment to admire Peter. His light eyes and tanned
