Chapter Five
What an unbelievable night, and (probably) unbelievably brief and intense new life was about to end for me. As Goddess Julia turned back to the stereo once again, a cascade of sequential images and emotions flooded through me.
From being danced into the ground, chained naked to the bed, aggressively sexually mauled and smothered to being fundamentally transformed by impossibly rewarding sodomy, then hogtied, hung, and shocked, tortured and whipped to within an inch of extinction I’d run the entire gamut from infatuation to arousal to anxiety to panic; hallucinatory ecstasy through awe, horror, shame, complete prostration, unprecedented personal fulfillment, rapturous worship, suicidal self-abnegation, terror and agony to my final state of eager acceptance tinged with despera
