THE MAN WHO TEMPT ME (Taglish)

Chapter 15.2 (Fulfill)

NAPALUNOK SIYA NANG MARAMDAMAN ANG PAG-IIGTING NG P*GK*LALAKI NITO. Hindi niya alam kung bakit kahit nabigla at natakot siya ay nakaramdam pa rin siya ng kakaibang excitement. Feeling that she wanted to touch him more, that she wanted to taste it as she wanted to feel it inside her body.

She saw him flinched dahil sa sinabi niya. Napabuka ang labi nito sa pagkagulat and she saw him lick his lips sexily. He bit his lower lip too. Napailing at napasulyap sa kaniya. "Does it scare you?" Brix asked in his guilty voice.

Akala siguro ay natatakot siya sa ginawa nito. Napailing siya. Paano niya sasabihin na ang gusto niya ay mahigit pa sa paghaplos? Paano niya sasabihin na gusto na niya gawin ang bagay na alam niyang para sa mag-asawa lamang? Paano niya sasabihin na gusto niya pa ulit itong hawakan?

"Sorry..." Brix said, "I'm just teasing you, Ali. I promise I won't do anything you're uncomfortable with."

Muli siyang napalunok. Uncomfortable pa ba ako? What if sabihin ko sa kaniya na gusto ko siya ulit hawakan... Pero hindi pwede, I need to be what I supposed to be. I am Ms. Prim and Proper, the Ms. Conservative, Ms. Idealistic...

"Ano iniisip mo at hindi ka na nagsasalita?" nag-aalalang sabi pa nito. Iniisip siguro na galit siya sa ginawa nito.

"Wala naman," she began to spoke. Huminga muna ng malalim. Inalis ang nararamdaman na kakaiba pero hindi niya maalis, then she said, "I'm just thinking... just thinking... about your hardness..."

He went still. Humigpit ang hawak nito sa steering wheel. Isang sulyap ang binigay nito sa kaniya. Hindi nito alam kung matatawa o maiinis. Napailing na lang habang nakatingin sa kaniya. "You're scaring me, Ali."

Am I really making him hard? Ako ba talaga ang dahilan o normal lang 'yon sa mga lalaki lalo na sa tulad nito.

"Let's travel again pagbalik ko galing Russia," he said as it was obvious he was changing the topic.

She was staring at him, hindi pinansin ang sinabi nito na travel sa susunod. Ang isip ay nasa nadama niya kanina. She started to spoke again, "you said before that you want to have me. You are referring to my body, right?" she said blatantly and still gazing at his profile.

He sighed first then said, "I'm driving, love. Baka kung ano mangyari sa atin sa mga pinagsasabi mo. Delikado."

"You even said before that you kept on imagining yourself f*ck*ng me," dagdag niya pa. Wala na siya pakialam sa mga sinasabi nito. Ang nasa isip ay kung gaano siya natutukso sa lalaki.

"If I remember right, I said I imagine myself making love with you," he said to correct her.

"It's the same physical thing, magkaiba lang dahil sa feelings habang ginagawa 'yon."

"Can we... change the topic?" naiilang na nitong sabi sa kaniya.

"Did you already make love before, Brix?" she curiously asked, nakatitig pa rin sa lalaki, "I mean... not just f*ck*ng but making love."

"I can't remember but I am good at f*ck*ng," he answered her blatantly.

Napalunok na naman siya. Anticipation was arising in her body, she's anticipating the moment to come. "You planned to f*ck me too and that was before your plan to make love with me," muling nagsalita si Ali, hindi pa rin tumitigil sa topic, "does being in love with me change your plan?"

He turned silent, then said, "yeah, being in love with you changes everything."

HE FELT UNCOMFORTABLE. Iyon ang totoo. Ali kept on asking him questions na lalo lang dumadagdag sa init na nararamdaman niya. She kept on bubbling at hindi nito alam kung gaano kahirap ang pagpipigil sa sarili na ginagawa niya sa mga oras na iyon.

When Ali asked him kung nagawa na ba niya makipag-make love noon at hindi lang basta pakikipag-s*x ay nasabi niya na hindi na niya maalala basta ang alam niya ay magaling siya s pakikipagtalik.

He had no s*x for almost two months now. Ang huli ay kay Anya at iniwasan na niya ang ibang mga babae dahil hindi na siya makaramdam ng libog sa mga ito tulad ng dati. There is no excitement with any woman anymore. He got bored with those women who easily spread their legs for him.

His body is now only responding to Ali. For her only... and he cannot do anything with her dahil may problema pa siya sa Russia na dapat ayusin.

"You planned to f*ck me too and that was before your plan to make love with me. Does being in love with me change your plan?"

He turned silent when he heard that question as he stayed focus sa ginagawang pag-drive.

Being in love with her? She used the word love. I haven't told her that I'm in love with her. Parang kay Ethan lang ako umamin. Or baka umamin na rin talaga ako out of consciousness.

"Yeah, being in love with you changes everything," he answered emotionally.

He saw her eyes brighten with what she heard from him. Akala niya ay titigil na ito but she did not...

"What if I become totally tempted and ask you to f*ck me, Brix? Would you do it?"

"Saan ba patungo ang usapang ito?" he chuckled, dinaan sa pagtawa ang init na nararamdaman.

"Sa Baguio... or you and me soon f*cking together."

"You're bad, love. You're making me uncomfortable and yet you can't do anything for me."

"You want me to touch you? I could touch you, Brix. Just show me how..."

"What if I said I want you to blow me? Will you do that for me, Ali?" He doesn't want to say that but he needs her to be scared like she always does.

Gusto niya tumigil na ito magtanong ng kung anu-ano. Mas mabuti pa magtaray ito at magalit kaysa magtanong ng inosenteng mga tanong pero nagdudulot sa kaniya ng panunukso.

"Right now? You want me to blow you right now?"

"Ugh... Ali!" He pulled over, hindi nakatiis, kinuha ang kamay nito at muling ipinadama rito ang galit na galit na niyang p*gk*lalaki.

Ali's eyes went bigger in awe. Gusto niya magalit ito sa kaniya para mabura ang kasalukuyang atmosphere na mayro'n sila pero kabaligtaran ang nakita niya sa mga mata nito. She was awed by his member.

She touched him and to his amazement, she tried to grip his length na natatakpan ng pantalong maong na suot niya. She looks like someone being mesmerized. She licked her lips in front of him and for the life of him, he imagined her pink lips enveloping his member.

He went more rigid with his thought and Ali's eyes grew bigger and her mouth said 'oh' when she felt his rigidness under her palm. He kissed her and she became submissively responding. His lips moved down to her neck and while he licked and nipped her neck and earlobe, he stopped himself.

Dumiretso siya ng upo at idinaan sa mahigpit na pagpiga sa steering wheel ang umaapaw na pagnanasa na nararamdaman. Muli niyang tiningnan si Ali, her lips been bruised by him. He touched her lips and Ali sucked his thumb.

Napailing siya dahil doon, "stop tempting me, Ali. Stop that or we will end up f*ck*ng here," he said hoarsely.

"I'm still a virgin, Brix. Your sports car will make me uncomfortable for sure."

The humor on what she said made him laugh and he hugged her for a while. Hindi na rin ito muli pang nagsalita at nakitawa na lang and he tried everything he can to restrain himself more.

Not this time, Ali. I need to fix my problem with Irina first. When I come back from Russia, I'll make sure to fulfill your desire.