CHAPTER 36
June 3
Dear Scott,
I can’t believe it’s summer. Well, I can because Orchard Grove gets hot this time of year, but what I mean is I can’t believe you’re meeting up with the Kingdom Builders interns today and I won’t be there.
Do you sometimes feel like God has it out for us? I mean, I’m mostly joking, but do you ever wonder? I’ve prayed about our relationship a lot. Probably more than I’ve prayed about anything other than getting to the mission field. And each time I pray, I do my best to surrender and tell God that I want his will more than my own. That if you and I aren’t meant to be together, I’d rather find that out sooner than later.
But each time I ask God if we’re where we’re supposed to be, I feel so strongly that we are. I look back at how we met, at how our very fi
