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Angel
St Patrick’s DayI usually loved St. Patrick's day. But this time around I had no enthusiasm for the festivities. Well, I had no passion for anything anymore. Instead, I found myself loathing every little event that was celebrated, no matter how trivial.
Each week the morale committee at work always chose wacky, and supposedly "fun" days to liven the place up. The week after my trip we celebrated Cherry Pie day and I almost cried when my fun-size treat in the shape of a heart landed on my desk. And it was all because I couldn't share these days with Nick.
I daydreamed about us walking hand in hand, watching the Paddy’s day parade. Eating treats, drinking Guinness, and even Nick wearing a ridiculous oversized green hat.
But it was still just a dream. It felt like the whole trip
