ZIA I have never been in such pain in all my life. My broken leg is throbbing, my ribs hurt when I breathe much less when I move. I wasn't even aware that broken bones hurt this much. I broke my arm once but I hardly felt anything after it was put back in place because a few minutes later it was healed. But this? This is too much. Alex is too afraid to give me anything due to being malnourished and a Fae. He is doing what he can and I appreciate that, but goddess, this is painful. I haven't spoken with Beta Dixon yet. Honestly, I am still trying to figure out how I feel about him. He is the one who took me from the dungeons and I can't say he treated me horribly, but he wasn't that kind for sure. But I do know what it is to be in a position where you have no choice and orders are orders