Tilly gave me a big pouty look as she held the toy soldier in her hand that was about to have a tea party with other dolls she and Cassy had dressed up. “I know, but we need to get going.” “You don’t have to…” Andrea sing songs behind me and I ignore her as I help Tilly and Cassy put the toys away. I really just want to get out of here right now and back into the safety of my home. We finished and I picked Tilly up and we bid them good night. Andrea still had that pleading look on her face but I wasn’t having it. Maybe I need to organise to be out tomorrow at 6.30 as well to really give Liam the message. But that would be a bit harsh, wouldn’t it? I got home determined to think of anything but Liam. I concentrated on Tilly making sure she had an extra big bubble bath to her delight,