AUTHOR’S POV:
It wasn’t easy for him to be present everywhere when all he could think of was her sleeping face looking so tired. It wasn’t his first time regretting after going hard on her. But this time he knew he went too hard on her and was regretting it pretty much. But it wasn’t in the royal blood to surrender or to move back. And she was his obsession he was not going to let go at any cost so letting go of her was impossible for him under all conditions. It's just he was trying to control the beast in him at least when he was going to be with her all the time.
But what he was not able to notice was the amount of anger he built in himself for considering himself a failure like this and wanting to end everything around him by crushing it into tiny little pieces. His poor servants we
