Antony's p.o.v I walked in my trashed house back and fourth angrily, everyone was hiding in fear of what i might do to them, I wasn't stable at all, my wolf was violent and holding him back was no longer an option. He wanted his mate and he was driving me nuts, I too wanted her but I had more composure than he did. The night I held Kelly forcefully I was filled with anger and jealousy, I did a lot of horrible things which I regretted. As she cried in my arms I held her tighter, while she screamed in fear I tried to comfort her, she hated and saw me as a monster, but I only saw her as my salvation and light, I stayed up all night until morning. I was suppose to report to the elders, I couldn't go with her or let her go back to her pack, she was mine and I needed her, so I