QUEEN OF HIS EMPIRE

1. Falling in the wrong direction

RECOMMENDATION : Wrong Direction

Song by Hailee Steinfeld

Lyrics

I don't hate you

No, I couldn't if I wanted to

I just hate all the hurt that you put me through

And that I blame myself for letting you

Did you know I already knew?

Couldn't even see you through the smoke

Lookin' back, I probably should have known

But I just wanted to believe that you were out sleepin' alone

Love me with your worst intentions

Didn't even stop to question

Every time you burned me down

Don't know how, for a moment it felt like heaven

Love me with your worst intentions

Painted us a happy ending

Every time you burned me down

Don't know how, for a moment it felt like heaven

And it's so gut-wrenchin'

Fallin' in the wrong direction

                 Kelly's   P.o.v

"Alpha do you understand what I'm telling you right now?" Grey asked softly.

I brushed my hand over my face with a deep sigh, i hated it when he went in work mood on me while I was so horny and wanted to be f****d.

I stood up from my seat in my office and walked to his chair which was opposite mine, he watched my every move as i teasingly moved my hips and stood in front of him.

"Alpha" he called in  whisper not taking his eyes off my body.

I turned with a smirk then touched my zipper.

"Strip me naked" i commanded.

He kept quiet for a secondly then hesitantly lifted his hand and pulled down the zipper of my dress and slowly took it off.

I made sure to pick out his favorite lingerie, i turned and faced him, i was in my red high heels that made me look taller and my figure sexier, i picked up a black lace underwear that marched with my push up bra, his two favorite colors, red and black was what i was wearing, my hair was tide in a bun as usual, he hated it when my hair was let down.

"Alpha this is not the time and place for such an act" he said.

"What do you mean by such an act?" I asked while going down to my knees and unzipping his trousers.

He grabbed my hands and stood up.

"Not here" he whispered while pulling back his zipper.

I remained on the floor not knowing what to say, all i could feel was pain from his rejection.

"Then when is the right time, you refuse to touch me almost everyday, you only touch me when you want to punish me for my mistakes, what am i doing wrong?" I asked sadly.

I could feel my heart aching, my wolf Luciana was quiet, she liked Grey but wasn't in love with him.

After all he wasn't our mate, but he was the man i truly loved, my right hand beta and lover since childhood.

He moved towards the table and touched a pile of papers on the table.

"You have a lot to take care of here, stop messing around and get down to work" he said seriously.

I felt a wave of anger hit me hard, i stood up and picked up my dress then wore it, i walked to him and stood in front of him, i was about to kiss him when he turned his head and faced the other side.

I chuckled softly in anger, i still couldn't understand his changed behavior towards me, Grey and i were always together, when we were kids he played with me and looked after me, being four years older than me he acted like a big brother, our families were very close too, he was the only child while i only had a little sister, when we both got into high school things changed between us, Grey surprised me on my 16 th birthday when he took me to his room and pleaded with me to let him be my first, it was crazy and stupid but i was in love with him, he too knew because i usually confessed to him multiple times which he took as a joke.

That time i was so happy and blinded by what i felt, i agreed and it was my perfect night, he was so gentle with me but something was wrong, he couldn't kiss me, i knew it was weird but i choose to live in the moment and ignore whatever question i had over our night together.

As we became closer, Grey continued to be the same, he showered me his love through his actions and care, we were happy lovers and s*x was great between us, but sadly every time i tried to kiss him he would turn his head.

I convinced myself he did that because he wasn't assured i would forever be his, so i assured him, even if i was to meet my mate i would choose him a thousand times and reject my mate, because he was all i wanted, he seemed happy for a few years with my words and loyalty, but he could never say the same to me or confess how he felt, i didn't want to come out as a nagging stupid b***h so i kept everything to myself, i gave his freedom and the privacy that he needed, our relationship was kept secret, even when my father stepped down and made me alpha, i kept my lips sealed, Grey took in the role of my beta since he was the only one worthy to stand besides me who had beta blood.

Everything was going just fine until he started ignoring me and refraining himself from touching me, i was dying to yell and ask him why he was hurting me like this, i wanted to know how he felt about me, i wanted him to let me in, but i was afraid at the same time of being rejected by him, him leaving me would be the end of my life, i lived only for him and him alone.

"I'm going to the clinic, have Gin prepare my car" i answered seriously.

"Clinic, as in the human clinic?, didn't we talk about this Kelly, you don't have to work for the humans, you are an alpha, your duty is to take care of your pack" he said as i frowned.

There it was again, he hated it when i chose to do something he was against.

"I'm a doctor, my duty lays to the people who need my service" i answered.

"Why are you even doing this, is it because of the money, Kelly you are filthy rich already as it is, coax cooperation is run by you and our pack, we are the richest, strongest pack in our country, your parent's are well known billionaires and you took after them, why can't you just stick to running the cooperation?" He asked loudly.

"I am running the damn thing, but i can't neglect my duties too, can i, being a doctor is my wish and passion, its sad how you don't understand and support my dreams even when you are my lover" i whispered then turned to walk out.

"Wait" he called as i stood still hoping so much that he was going to apologize or hold me as i wanted him too.

"These files on the table will be filled and put on the top shelf, when you get back from the s**t place you are going to, come take care of this, i really have no time in handling your s**t anymore, we aren't kids" he spat as my eyes swelled with tears.

"I understand beta, thanks for reminding me" i whispered with tears rolling on my cheeks.

I swallowed hard then walked out of my office in tears.