5LucianaI pulled up into the driveway and turned off the engine, but I didn’t go inside right away. I just sat in my car and stared at the dark house. I assumed my mother was already in bed. I should have just gone home, but I wasn’t ready to deal with Jax and all the shifting emotions between us. The violence still clung to me and I needed to soothe it away before I faced him, because I wasn’t sure how I’d react to the excitement in his eyes when we were alone together. Would I do the same as I always did, just fall into bed with him, spread my legs, and let him f**k me until I screamed his name? Probably. That was the thing about me and Jax: we’d been together so long and the love between us still wouldn’t go away. The passion wouldn’t either. Every time Jax slid into me, it was like t