Selena's Pov I was not born in the mafia and it wasn't easy for me to adjust but somehow l convinced myself that l could do it I loved Matteo but part of me always resented him for being a hindrance in my freedom and that's mostly why l was not an atentive mother to my children After the boys were born they always tailed after their father and l knew they would take after him ,as much as l loved Matteo l knew he was a ruthless monster and l saw the same look in my sons and l couldn't tolerate it especially when l found out l was carrying a girl I didn't want to give away my daughter but l thought l was doing that right thing but now am not really sure Staring at the divorce papers infront of me l feel heartbroken which is something l didn't think l would feel I wanted to be free from