Carina
It has been two weeks since that call with Jaxon and things are starting to get better. I have decided to give things with John a go, pushing any thoughts of Jaxon away. We have gone out three times and each of those times were amazing. We haven’t done more than kiss each other, a lot, wanting to take it slow as we both have some healing to do.
Today I am visiting my parents for the first time in months, and I have decided to bring John along. I am nervous about how they are going to react as I make a point of not bringing any men home, not because I worry that my parents might hate the men I am with, but because I know my mom won’t hesitate to pull out the baby photo album or tell him of her hopes and dreams for my future.
I also feel weird about bringing John home with me when
