Carina Sunday turned out to be a nice and relaxing day. John got along well with my parents and they even ended up inviting him over again next weekend. I had a lot of fun myself and can honestly say I wouldn't mind doing it again. After the lunch with my parents, John took me home and gave me a kiss, not pushing for more and I am thankful for that. As much as I have been wanting to try out the theory of getting under someone to get over someone, I know I am not ready to give that part of myself and I don't want to end up regretting anything, not when John is my trainer as well as my friend. "Carina?" Gwen asks, scaring the s**t out of me. My chair slips out from under me and the next second my ass hits the floor hard. That is what I get for daydreaming at work on a Monday morning. "s**