Loving Jaxon (bxb) (completed)

Chapter9. Jaxon and Sebastian

(Jaxon)

“ you know Sebastian is going to kill me for doing this right?” Lara asked and I sighed and nodded my head, she’s probably right.

“ y-yeah I-it’s n-not l-like w-we a-we g-going t-to d-do a-anything w-wrong. I j-just w-want t-to t-talk t-to m-my m-mom a-about s-something r-real q-quick.” Lara started the car and drove off. Sebastian was at school and I was at home all alone when I decided to call Lara so she could take me to see my mom. I know, I’m stupid for doing this but I can’t help but hold on to one final hope that mom would forgive me for any wrong I’ve done and welcome me back in open arms if I start giving her money so that’s basically what I’m going to do today. I know that even though my father is not my biological father, I still classified him as one and no matter what he had done to me I still forgive him, does that make me weak or pathetic? I don’t care. No one understands how much I’ve craved for my parents affection, for them to show me one tiny bit of love. I don’t even remember that. I can’t remember what it was like when I was younger, did they love me then? Maybe if I wasn’t a faggot or a handicap then they would love me. I shook the thought away from my mind and prepared myself for the long journey ahead of me.

“ l-Lara s-seb I-Is c-calling m-me w-what s-should i d-do?” I asked in a panicked tone as I pulled my phone and saw that it was seb who was calling me.

“ roll the window up and act normal when you answer him.” I nodded my head and did what she told me to do then answered my phone.

“ hey baby I’m just calling to check up on you but you seem busy, is everything ok?” He asked on the other end of the line and I nodded my head even though he couldn’t see me.

“ y-yes e-everything i-is o-ok.” I heard silence on the other end of the line and felt my heart beating fast. Please don’t say anything, please don’t say anything, please don’t say anything. I chanted in my head over and over.

“ ok baby I’ll be home by three but I think Amy will be home before me so you’ll have a little company. I’ll talk to you later since I’ve got to run to class now, love you baby.” He said and I breathed a sigh of relief that he didn’t pick up on anything especially my lie.

“O-Ok s-seb I l-love y-you t-too.” I said and hung up the phone as quickly as I could which was basically a stupid move but I couldn’t take it anymore. Lara started chuckling and I couldn’t help but smile as well.

“ that was brilliant, but you’ve just pulled a stupid move right there. Now he’s probably thinking that you are up to no good and can’t wait to get home.” I shrugged my shoulders and pretended that I didn’t care, what? I hung up the phone before him its not like it’s a crime even though I know Sebastian is going to have my head for it I just don’t care right now.

“ ok we are here, want me to come up to the front door with you?” Lara asked and I shook my head.

“ n-no I-I’d r-rather d-do t-this b-by m-myself.” She gave me a hug and I got out of the car and walked up to the front door. I rang the bell and waited a while then when it finally got answered I was shocked to see who was the one who answered it.

“ d-dad?” I asked and I could see a smirk forming on his face. After he got out of prison and dissapeared, I didn’t know he would come back here but I guess I was wrong.

“ oh what do we have here my bastard of a son? Oh wait you are not my son so what are you doing here faggot? I thought I told you to leave and never come back. Missed the beatings you used to get from me and came back for more?” He asked and just as I was about to answer his questions I heard my mothers voice.

“ Barry who’s at the d...what is this piece of s**t doing here!?” She screamed and I took a step back.

“ I-I c-came t-to t-talk t-to y-you b-but s-since d-dad I-Is h-here i-ill t-talk t-to t-the b-both o-of y-you a-about s-something.” I said and my mother reached out and pulled me inside which such force I almost fell from it.

“ do you want me to mark your body again and instead of unwanted I’d put disappointment or faggot?” She asked and I shook my head.

“ n-no.” I said and they both started laughing. Right as she was about to hit me I raised my hand and told her wait.

“ I-I h-have m-money!” I shouted and they both fell silent.

“ how much are you talking about?” Dad asked and I looked at him.

“ a-a l-lot I c-can h-help y-you b-both I-If y-you s-say y-you a-accept m-me.” I said while trembling and dad shook his head and grabbed my arm and started twisting it behind my back. I yelped out in pain and he chuckled, as if enjoying himself.

“ we want the Money now, what do you say Mary? Should we take up his offer?” I was struggling to get free but he only held my arm tighter, s**t Sebastian was going to kill me if he saw a bruise on my arm.

“ I’d say yes. Bring us the money and we’ll leave you alone, if not we’ll make your life the living hell.” Dad said and I nodded my head as I willed the tears away. My phone kept on ringing and I bet it was Lara calling me, I smiled a little when my dad let go of my arm and finally, finally I will be able to get their love once I give them money that’s all I ever ask for.

(Sebastian)

I missed Jaxon so much while I’m at school and couldn’t wait to see him. I know he’s home bored so I asked Amy to get home a bit early so she could spend some time with him. After he hung up the phone on me I couldn’t help but feel as if something was wrong. I knew he was at home and I shouldn’t worry but it was one of those days where I couldn’t stop myself from worrying about him.

“ mr.crowns do you understand what I’m saying?” My science teacher said and I sighed. Sam and bran were chuckling beside me but I didn’t care, I couldn’t stop thinking about my baby.

“ yes Mrs. Caldwell.” I said and from where I was seated I could see her rolling her eyes.

“ then by all means why don’t you explain this question to the class.” I heard snickering and I shook my head and frowned.

“It’s galileo Galilei, Einstein even called him the father of modern science.” She glared at me and nodded her head. What a b***h.

“ where is he from and when is his birthday?” She asked and I glared right back at her, why was she picking on me today?

“ he is from Italy but lived in Florence and his birthday is February 15, 1564” i was pissed off because she was picking on me even though she knew I was one of the brightest students in her class.

“ that’s correct but may I suggest you concentrate while in my class from now on? I don’t want to have to repeat myself again.” Everyone clapped and I looked down while ignoring them. At the end of class I extremely mad because Mrs.caldwell kept on asking me questions after questions and I didn’t even have to cheat to answer them, what the hell is her problem?

At the end of the school day I hurried home to see my baby because I missed him so much. When I got there I ran up to my room and open the door to find him sleeping. Awww he’s so cute, how could anyone hate him? He’s really adorable. I hurriedly stripped out of my uniform not caring about taking a shower right now and got in bed beside jaxon. I was only in my boxers but I didn’t care, he already saw all of me. I kissed him on his forehead and he groaned and turned so he was facing me. I chuckled and pulled him closer so I could hug him and that’s when I saw it, a bruised arm he was trying to cover up but failed big time.

“ Jaxon wake the f**k up!” I shouted and he jumps up and started looking around with wide eyes. I felt bad for scaring him but someone hurt my baby and I wanted to find out who, I’d just apologize to him later.

“ s-seb?” He asked and I grabbed his arm to examine it closely.

“ who the hell did this to you!?” He flinched from the tone of my voice and sighed. I was waiting patiently for his lies which I knew he was planning right now. He better tell me the truth or else we are going to have problems, no one is going to hurt my baby and gets away with it, no one at all.