(Jaxon) The following days took a turn for the worst as I was right back where I started from. No matter how much they tried to help me it was like a waste of time on their part. I went through a darkness that even I have never experienced before and I wondered if this was it for me. Why does everything have to be so difficult? Why does life itself have to be so difficult? All I wanted was for my parents to love me and I thought that with the money they would change, of course it would be fake love but at least It was better than nothing. No matter how many times Hannah tried, I just couldn’t deal with anyone right now. “ what do you suggest?” I heard mr.crowns voice and I pretended to be asleep to eavesdrop. “ I suggest you either give him time or get him on medication. I don’t think