Loving Jaxon (bxb) (completed)

Chapter5. Jaxon and Sebastian

(One month later)

(Jaxon)

After a long month into both my sessions, I was finally coming along. I could walk a little by myself and my mind had stopped it’s suicidal thoughts for now. Doesn’t mean I won’t do it in the near future, I was just not thinking about it right now. I was given crutches to use since I could move around now on my own with them without any help. I was so shocked to realize that Lara had done a tremendous job and over the months we became really close, much to the dislike of Sebastian who constantly complains about me spending more time with her than with him. My dad was realeased from prison couple weeks ago and he had disappeared.

I was afraid that he was coming after me, to get revenge for me getting him into prison no matter if it was for a short time. Attempted murder on a child should have landed him years in prison but no, our system was messed up and now he was out and on the loose and I didn’t know what to think about that. No matter what he or my mother did to me, I still loved them. Both Danny and Sebastian were trying their best to make me see that it was pointless to love them but I couldn’t just stop They are my parents after all.

“ baby are you ready to go?” Sebastian asked as he came out of the bathroom. I nodded my head and smiled letting him know how happy I was that he was taking me to the movies. It was Saturday night and we were home bored so when he suggested it, I got excited.

“ ok let me grab your wheelchair then we can go.” I sighed feeling a bit down that I still had to resort to using the wheelchair even though I had the crutches. Walking for me can be tiresome and knowing Sebastian, he would rather I travel around in a wheelchair.

“ here you go come on let me help you in.” After he was done, he told me that Danny and his new date were coming with us as well. Something changed in Danny and no matter how many times I try to talk to him, he would turn me down. He was going out with different girls every night, coming home drunk to a point where he would pass out. Sebastian’s parents tried to help him but it was no use, he would only go back to the way he was before and it broke my heart seeing my brother like this.

At the movies we were watching avengers end game and it was kind of interesting. I took up some popcorn and shoved it in my mouth not really watching what I was doing since I was so focused on the movie. By the end of it I was sad because I had to leave and I wasn’t ready for the night to be over with. Danny surely wasn’t ready for it to be over since he was busy sucking face with what’s her name. I shook my head and sighed wishing I could get my brother back, I wondered if he was like this because of me.

“ let’s get going baby.” I nodded my head and Sebastian started wheeling me through the movie theater and outside.

“ I-I w-wasn’t r-ready t-to g-go h-home a-as y-yet.” I said and Sebastian sighed.

“ I know baby but this is a one time thing, you still need your rest and massage so that’s why I wanted to get you home early. Want a hotdog?” He asked as we came up on a vendor selling hotdogs. I nodded my head and he purchased two while Danny was finally able to pull his face away from his mistress long enough to order two more for them. I shivered as I felt a cool breeze against my skin and Sebastian noticed as he took his jacket off and gave it to me. I sighed and inhaled it a bit creepily I might add, since I wanted to treasure his scent for a long time.

“ c-can w-we c-come b-back h-here a-again?” I asked and Sebastian nodded his head and smiled at me. He was about to reply when that said student Michael who got me into trouble with the principal by blaming me for something I didn’t do walked up to me with his group of friends as they started laughing and pointing at me. It got to a point where they even took out their cellphones calling me a handicap and my other name stutter boy.

“ if you don’t get the f**k away from here right now I’ll f*****g end your pathetic lives!” Sebastian shouted but they weren’t listening to him. Right as he was about to get ready to fight, I grab his hand and shook my head. He sighed and backed down but what shocked me next was Danny. He didn’t back down, he threw punches in their direction and each of my bullies fell to the ground screaming like little girls with blood running down their faces.

My eyes became wide as I took in the scene in front of me, my own brother fighting for my wellbeing. I was shouting for help and Sebastian has to forcefully pull Danny off Michael who looked like he was ready to pass out. “Sombody call the police!” I heard and that’s when Danny snapped out of what trance he was in and told Sebastian to leave with me. A Crowd was forming and people had their cellphones out, either trying to capture the fight or call the police I didn’t care. Sebastian made sure to get us away from the area and even Danny’s date ditched him, which I was happy for.

(Sebastian)

I could tell jaxon was getting better since he hasn’t brought up anything about suicide for the pass couple months. His counselor and pt did wonders to him and for that I was grateful. I wanted to take him out so I suggested the movies since I wanted this to be a date. When Danny told me he was tagging along as well with a date, I didn’t think anything of it since I was just happy to have jaxon here with me.

The date was going fine until Michael showed his ugly face and ruined it. I was about to get myself into some serious problems because of them but right as I was getting ready to pounce jaxon grabbed my hand and told me no. I was so focused on him that I didn’t realize that Danny had already started the fight and by looks of it he was winning. We managed to get away right before someone called the police but I can guess that they’ll be showing up soon since our faces were probably all over the internet by now. I called dad and told him what happened on the way and he told me that he’ll take care of it. He has friends at the police station that owes him so he can get us out of trouble just like that, perks of having a well known father.

At home I told jaxon and Danny not to worry since my father took care of everything already so now we were eating dinner together. Jaxon had somehow reverted to his old self again, hardly saying anything and just looking down the entire time. So much for making progress. My phone rang and I took it out of my pocket to see it was my dad calling.

“ you were correct about the video circulating all over social media sites. I’ve been trying my best to get them down but it’s already gone viral. Go to f*******: and type in handicap or stutter boy? And you will see the comments there.” He hung up and I did what he asked. When I read the comments, I was heartbroken knowing that people thought of jaxon like that. He is such a nice person once you get to know him.

He’s such a stupid person

I wish he didn’t exist

Such a waste of human life

Faggot

Omg he’s so ugly

I couldn’t read any more so I reported the post and logged out of f*******:. I looked over at Danny who had is phone in his hand and was watching something with a scowl on his face. I sighed and told jaxon it was time for bed so I could give him his massage, he nodded his head and pushed his plate away from him. I didn’t bother with the wheelchair because I wanted him in my arms so I lifted him up bridal style which had him squealing and hanging on to me with wide eyes. Danny looked at us for a brief moment before focusing on his phone while typing away.

“ how does that feel baby?” I asked as I gently massage his shoulders and back then down towards his feet, giving him the full body massage he deserves. He moans out loud but didn’t answer me but the sounds coming from his mouth told me he enjoyed it a lot. After I was done, I did some exercising with him since it was Lara who suggested it. I could tell he was getting tired so I covered him up and told him to sleep which he instantly did. I kissed him on his forehead and left so I could go talk to Danny and see what was going on.

“ those fuckers think they are smart, even in their state one of them managed to send out the video.” He slammed his hand down on the table and sighed.

“ this only happened because I couldn’t protect my little brother! I failed big time! Oh gosh I need a drink.” He made a move to get up but I stopped him which resulted into him glaring at me.

“ you aren’t going to go and get drunk now when jaxon needs you the most! Use your head Danny, he’s f*****g worried about you.” Danny sighed and sat back down which had me breathing a sigh of relief.

“ it’s really messed up isn’t it? Jaxon is so innocent, hasn’t done anything to anyone and yet he’s still suffering because of others. I failed my brother, because I wasn’t there for him he’s like this.” He chuckled and shook his head.

“ you were there to help us and without your help I don’t know where we would be today and for that I’m grateful. In reality though, I messed up big time as a big brother. I knew of his abuse and didn’t do anything to help him, the only thing I was good at was ignoring him when he needed me the most. I can’t get over all those times I heard him say he wanted to kill himself, it’s all my fault. Everything is my fault.” With that he got up and went upstairs to where I assume was the direction of his room before I could even comfort him. What the hell do I do now? Where does this lead us to? I’m trying my best to help them but it feels as if I’m failing big time.