Loving Jaxon (bxb) (completed)

Chapter7. Jaxon and Sebastian

(Jaxon)

I was slowly getting better by the help of Hannah and Lara. They are both so wonderful to me and I have gotten close to Lara these pass couple days. Sebastian didn’t like it but it’s not up to him to decide who I should and should not talk to, he doesn’t have that right and I wasn’t going to let him dictate my life. Today is Saturday and Lara decided to take me out for ice cream and to hang out at the park. We were going to do some exercises there and I was nervous because I didn’t want anyone staring at me.

“ come on jaxon the outdoors can do so much wonders for you. You are getting better and within weeks I bet when I take you to get your checkup the doctor will deem you healthy and ready to take on the road once again.” I smiled and nodded my head since that’s exactly what I wanted to happen. My life was a lot complicated before and I was contemplating suicide, gosh I’m so stupid, I can’t believe I was even thinking about killing myself all because of what my parents did to me.

Lara and I snuck out of the house without Sebastian noticing since he’s been a little too obsessed with me lately and wouldnt let me out of his sight for one minute. He’s so controlling I couldn’t even breathe without him watching me. I was happy to be away from him even if it was for a short while. While in the park eating ice cream, I sat on the park bench watching families playing together with their pets and sighed. Lara noticed the look on my face and sat down beside me with a smile on her face.

“ so tell me, do you plan on continuing school once you get better?” She asked and I shrugged my shoulders.

“ I-I’m s-sure I-I’ll b-be g-going. S-Sebastian w-wouldn’t w-want m-me t-to s-stay a-at h-home.” She nodded her head and told me to hurry and eat my ice cream so we can get started on a few stretches. My feet were feeling a lot better lately and I could feel that I was going to be walking soon. I didn’t even have to use the wheel chair anymore which was good. I was now lying down on a mat with Lara in front of me.

“ ok one more time Jax that’s it.” Lara said as she held on to my feet and pushed them up to my chest. I groaned from the pressure of it but continued doing what she was asking. After a couple more tries, I was left panting and sweating a little. It was hot out today and doing exercises in the heat will sure leave you sweaty.

“ ok that’s it my boy, want to try walking again?” She asked and I nodded my head as she helped me up. I stumbled a bit but she held on to me firmly enough so I wouldn’t fall. After regaining my balance, I started walking slowly with her behind me, watching me like a mother hen. I can do this, I can do this. I chanted in my head over and over. I smiled as I realized I was walking without any help just like in my bedroom and now I fully realized that I was going to get better and started crying. Lara rushes up to me and pulled me in for a hug which I returned because I needed the comfort.

“ this is the day we have to thank god because you my boy is getting better. I will sure miss you when all of this is over.” She whispered as she choked a little. It was very emotional and I was happy to have her as my pt. At first I couldn’t stand her, but she helped me a lot and for that I was grateful.

“ t-thank y-you L-Lara f-for e-everything y-you h-have d-done f-for m-me.” She nodded her head against my shoulder and sighed. When we were done, I told her I was ready to head home since I knew Sebastian was probably worried about where I was. He got me an iPhone the other day as a present so we can keep in contact with each other but I turned it off before we got to the park. I quickly took it out of my pocket and turned it on then my eyes became wide as I saw messages after messages coming in and I bet they are all from Sebastian and maybe Danny as well.

“ I guess I should hurry and get you home before your boyfriend have my head.” Lara says and I chuckled and shook my head. When we got home, I took a deep breath and opened the door. I set my crutches aside and looked around to see if I can spot Sebastian but he was no where in sight. I breathed a sigh of relief and wobbled my way up the stairs with the help of Lara of course since I wasn’t that use to the stairs as yet.

“ we should do some exercises next on the stairs, I can see how much you are struggling right now.” I agreed with her right away. I didn’t even check my messages earlier since I was scared because they were so many, missed calls as well and I could tell I was going to be in for it with Sebastian.

“ ok I think I should retire, I’ll come back tomorrow and help you some more Jax.” I nodded my head and sighed because Lara was ditching me and leaving me to the devil himself.

I opened my room door and saw Sebastian immediately sitting on the bed with his head down and his phone in his hand. He looked up and saw me and just like that things escalated rather quickly.

“ where the f**k have you been!?” I Flinched and stepped back wishing I could run away from him right now.

(Sebastian)

He left with Lara and didn’t say anything to me. I was talking to my dad in his office here at home about school since he said I was slacking. Of course I was, my boyfriend was injured and suicidal so what did he expect.

“ seb you have to promise me you’ll do better in school. Today is Saturday why don’t you take some time to yourself and study? Your mother and I are very worried about you.” I sighed and shook my head.

“ dad you don’t understand, I can’t concentrate while jaxon is like that. Amy is getting time on the weekends to go visit her friend, why can’t I have some time for myself as well and not having to worry about school?” Dad sighed and glared at me.

“ Amy doesn’t have any problem in school and isn’t slacking you are. You went to school at least three times last week and it’s because of jaxon why I allowed you to have those time off. Starting Monday you are going to school everyday and there’s nothing you can say or do about it.” I groaned and agreed with him then told him I was going to go and help jaxon. When I got to my room where I left him with Lara, they were no where to be found so I check the entire house which showed that they were not here at all. I growled and pulled my phone out to call him but his phone went straight to voicemail what the f**k? I sent him messages after messages, called him so many times and it was still not working. I went to Danny’s room and knocked on his door, when he answered it, I told him what happened and to tell you the truth he was mad.

“ ok we don’t know for sure, maybe Lara only took him for a walk and his phone died. Let’s just wait and see when he gets home later.” I nodded my head and went back to my room then sat on my bed with my head down and eyes on my phone waiting for him to call me back. I was a nervous wreck, hoping that he was alright and he would be home soon. Couple minutes later, the door opened and I saw jaxon wobbling inside. I didn’t even get to praise him for walking on his own because I was that mad.

“ where the f**k have you been!?” I shouted and saw him flinching but I didn’t acknowledged it, I was just too mad at him right now to care.

“ i-i w-went t-to t-the p-park w-with L-Lara.” He said and I shook my head and made my way towards him. He tried getting away from me but I wasn’t having it so I lifted him up bridal style and tossed him on the bed. He squealed and started crawling up the bed and trying to get away from me but I grabbed his ankles and pulled him back down towards me. he shrieked and tried to scramble away from me but I held on as tightly as I can, but not too tight where I would hurt him just enough to not let him get away.

“ I was so worried about you.” I said as I crawled on top of him, he was blushing like crazy, where in this did he thought was fun? He’s so weird sometimes.

“ I was about ready to explode if you didn’t come home.” He shook his head and looked down and that made me growl since I wanted his eyes on me.

“ eyes jaxon, don’t let me tell you again.” He nodded his head and looked at me as I grabbed his hands and held them about his head.

“ I even called Lara and she wasn’t answering her phone either, should I fire her?” His eyes became wide and he started frantically shaking his head.

“ n-no s-seb d-don’t d-do t-that, s-she’s m-my f-friend.” I was taken back by the friend comment and chuckled.

“ since when? You hated her guts at first so why is she your friend now?” I asked and he looked down again but immediately looked back up, good he’s learning.

“ s-since s-she a-as b-been h-helping me. S-She’s n-nice t-to m-me a-and I l-like h-her.” I glared at him and he trembled a little.

“ you shouldn’t like anyone else apart from me.” I deadpanned which had him shaking his head.

“ y-you a-are so p-possessive I d-don’t k-know w-what t-to d-do w-with y-you s-sometimes.” I smirked and looked at his sexy pink lips that’s pouting and decided to play with fire a little or rather play with him a little.

“ I can’t help it, you make me this way. Am I hurting you?” I asked and he shook his head.

“ good that’s good.” I said and I slammed my lips down on his. He was surprised at first but then he started kissing me back. It felt so good and so right to kiss him that I didn’t plan on stopping anytime soon. I wanted everyone to know that he is mine and only mine. I kissed him over and over with a promise never to let him go because he is mine forever.