Kabanata 13
“Anak kumain ka na please, you know you can’t be like that. You’re pregnant,” Pagmamakaawa ni Mommy saakin.
Nakaupo ako sa couch ngayon at malayo ang tingin. It’s been 4 months since I left the Philippines and until now I don’t have any progress.
I’ve seeing my therapist but nothing changes. Yung sakit sa puso ko nararamdaman ko pa rin.
I already experienced things. I collapsed in the middle of our grocery shopping, haven’t eaten a decent meal and there’s not a day that passed that I don’t cry at night and blame myself.
I feel like a failure. I feel like I was too greedy. Pakiramdam ko hindi ko nagampanan ng maayos ang pagiging asawa ko kaya nagawa niya mangaliwa.
For months I felt insecure in every inch of my skin because he really betrayed me for someone na mas bat
