**Time to switch up so we can back track and see what Xander has been up to until the Experiments chapter. I hope you all enjoy Xanders POV!** Xander POV: Nightmares filled my head causing me to wake up with an erratic heartbeat, sweat nearly dripping off my face. I looked around and remembered I was in some dingy ass motel hiding out for now. Ambrosia had sent people to look for me and I know that because I've seen them asking people about me. I wasn't ready to be caught yet, I needed answers to what was happening to me. I knew I was losing my grip on reality since my nightmares started but where were they coming from? I got out of the bed and turned the cold shower water on before I stripped myself and stepped in. I welcomed the cold water to cool my body temperature down, mayb