Xander POV: When we stepped outside and the warm sun hit my skin I took a second to take in the fresh air. It was nice to feel the peace that was washing over my body but most importantly my mind. Even though I knew something was wrong, I still thought I had control over my own mind at least but I know that it was all lies. It was a different feeling but a really good one. I haven't felt this at peace in a very long time. "How are you adjusting to everything?" Jakobe finally asked as we walked across the yard. "I'm still working on it but it's alright I guess." I replied shrugging my shoulders. "Just alright? What's been bothering you?" Jakobe asked placing his hands behind his back. "I'm not dumb, I see how people look at me. I know what they think of me and honestly I can't say I bl