I was a master at lies, I kept my feelings hidden very well. I was alone in my journey of self destruct. The girls were busy with Emilie, Ivan was busy with Emilie and Max, even Amber was keeping herself busy as she was taking care of Leonardo. I didn't see that one coming, but I was not letting my issues bother her.
Mine was a lost cause, so I was drowning myself with work as I was taking more business trips abroad. I was playing it safe by distancing myself from him the best I know how. I would get back days later then meet up with Ivan, where he f****d me and I made love to him.
For weeks I was playing the happy go lucky Angelica, while my feelings were pent up on the inside. I would smile and flirt with him in front of my girls. My timing was the worst and then Emilie's wedding was
