I eventually stop crying long after I got into my car. I was controlling myself, taking a deep breath over and over again until I finally calmed myself down.
I really need to distract myself...
For the first time in years, I was really looking forward to my business trip. I need to distance myself from him. There was nothing I could do, but worry about him here.
For four days I was keeping myself busy with work, yet every time I get back to the hotel I would think about him. I couldn't wait to get back home and see him. We started texting each other two days ago, he told me that he was already back at his place and he would be working tomorrow. He also told me that he was bored, and that he missed me.
Right...
I was surprised when he pick me up at the airport, but I didn't ask any mo
