Lady Windermere's Fan

Act IV

SCENE--Same as in Act I.

LADY WINDERMERE. [Lying on sofa.] How can I tell him? I can't

tell him. It would kill me. I wonder what happened after I

escaped from that horrible room. Perhaps she told them the true

reason of her being there, and the real meaning of that--fatal fan

of mine. Oh, if he knows--how can I look him in the face again?

He would never forgive me. [Touches bell.] How securely one

thinks one lives--out of reach of temptation, sin, folly. And then

suddenly--Oh! Life is terrible. It rules us, we do not rule it.

[Enter ROSALIE R.]

ROSALIE. Did your ladyship ring for me?

LADY WINDERMERE. Yes. Have you found out at what time Lord

Windermere came in last night?

ROSALIE. His lordship did not come in till five o'clock.

LADY WINDERMERE. Five o'clock? He knocked at my door this

morning, didn't he?

ROSALIE. Yes, my lady--at half-past nine. I told him your

ladyship was not awake yet.

LADY WINDERMERE. Did he say anything?

ROSALIE. Something about your ladyship's fan. I didn't quite

catch what his lordship said. Has the fan been lost, my lady? I

can't find it, and Parker says it was not left in any of the rooms.

He has looked in all of them and on the terrace as well.

LADY WINDERMERE. It doesn't matter. Tell Parker not to trouble.

That will do.

[Exit ROSALIE.]

LADY WINDERMERE. [Rising.] She is sure to tell him. I can fancy

a person doing a wonderful act of self-sacrifice, doing it

spontaneously, recklessly, nobly--and afterwards finding out that

it costs too much. Why should she hesitate between her ruin and

mine? . . . How strange! I would have publicly disgraced her in my

own house. She accepts public disgrace in the house of another to

save me. . . . There is a bitter irony in things, a bitter irony in

the way we talk of good and bad women. . . . Oh, what a lesson! and

what a pity that in life we only get our lessons when they are of

no use to us! For even if she doesn't tell, I must. Oh! the shame

of it, the shame of it. To tell it is to live through it all

again. Actions are the first tragedy in life, words are the

second. Words are perhaps the worst. Words are merciless. . . Oh!

[Starts as LORD WINDERMERE enters.]

LORD WINDERMERE. [Kisses her.] Margaret--how pale you look!

LADY WINDERMERE. I slept very badly.

LORD WINDERMERE. [Sitting on sofa with her.] I am so sorry. I

came in dreadfully late, and didn't like to wake you. You are

crying, dear.

LADY WINDERMERE. Yes, I am crying, for I have something to tell

you, Arthur.

LORD WINDERMERE. My dear child, you are not well. You've been

doing too much. Let us go away to the country. You'll be all

right at Selby. The season is almost over. There is no use

staying on. Poor darling! We'll go away to-day, if you like.

[Rises.] We can easily catch the 3.40. I'll send a wire to

Fannen. [Crosses and sits down at table to write a telegram.]

LADY WINDERMERE. Yes; let us go away to-day. No; I can't go to-

day, Arthur. There is some one I must see before I leave town--

some one who has been kind to me.

LORD WINDERMERE. [Rising and leaning over sofa.] Kind to you?

LADY WINDERMERE. Far more than that. [Rises and goes to him.] I

will tell you, Arthur, but only love me, love me as you used to

love me.

LORD WINDERMERE. Used to? You are not thinking of that wretched

woman who came here last night? [Coming round and sitting R. of

her.] You don't still imagine--no, you couldn't.

LADY WINDERMERE. I don't. I know now I was wrong and foolish.

LORD WINDERMERE. It was very good of you to receive her last

night--but you are never to see her again.

LADY WINDERMERE. Why do you say that? [A pause.]

LORD WINDERMERE. [Holding her hand.] Margaret, I thought Mrs.

Erlynne was a woman more sinned against than sinning, as the phrase

goes. I thought she wanted to be good, to get back into a place

that she had lost by a moment's folly, to lead again a decent life.

I believed what she told me--I was mistaken in her. She is bad--as

bad as a woman can be.

LADY WINDERMERE. Arthur, Arthur, don't talk so bitterly about any

woman. I don't think now that people can be divided into the good

and the bad as though they were two separate races or creations.

What are called good women may have terrible things in them, mad

moods of recklessness, assertion, jealousy, sin. Bad women, as

they are termed, may have in them sorrow, repentance, pity,

sacrifice. And I don't think Mrs. Erlynne a bad woman--I know

she's not.

LORD WINDERMERE. My dear child, the woman's impossible. No matter

what harm she tries to do us, you must never see her again. She is

inadmissible anywhere.

LADY WINDERMERE. But I want to see her. I want her to come here.

LORD WINDERMERE. Never!

LADY WINDERMERE. She came here once as YOUR guest. She must come

now as MINE. That is but fair.

LORD WINDERMERE. She should never have come here.

LADY WINDERMERE. [Rising.] It is too late, Arthur, to say that

now. [Moves away.]

LORD WINDERMERE. [Rising.] Margaret, if you knew where Mrs.

Erlynne went last night, after she left this house, you would not

sit in the same room with her. It was absolutely shameless, the

whole thing.

LADY WINDERMERE. Arthur, I can't bear it any longer. I must tell

you. Last night -

[Enter PARKER with a tray on which lie LADY WINDERMERE'S fan and a

card.]

PARKER. Mrs. Erlynne has called to return your ladyship's fan

which she took away by mistake last night. Mrs. Erlynne has

written a message on the card.

LADY WINDERMERE. Oh, ask Mrs. Erlynne to be kind enough to come

up. [Reads card.] Say I shall be very glad to see her. [Exit

PARKER.] She wants to see me, Arthur.

LORD WINDERMERE. [Takes card and looks at it.] Margaret, I BEG

you not to. Let me see her first, at any rate. She's a very

dangerous woman. She is the most dangerous woman I know. You

don't realise what you're doing.

LADY WINDERMERE. It is right that I should see her.

LORD WINDERMERE. My child, you may be on the brink of a great

sorrow. Don't go to meet it. It is absolutely necessary that I

should see her before you do.

LADY WINDERMERE. Why should it be necessary?

[Enter PARKER.]

PARKER. Mrs. Erlynne.

[Enter MRS. ERLYNNE.]

[Exit PARKER.]

MRS. ERLYNNE. How do you do, Lady Windermere? [To LORD

WINDERMERE.] How do you do? Do you know, Lady Windermere, I am so

sorry about your fan. I can't imagine how I made such a silly

mistake. Most stupid of me. And as I was driving in your

direction, I thought I would take the opportunity of returning your

property in person with many apologies for my carelessness, and of

bidding you good-bye.

LADY WINDERMERE. Good-bye? [Moves towards sofa with MRS. ERLYNNE

and sits down beside her.] Are you going away, then, Mrs. Erlynne?

MRS. ERLYNNE. Yes; I am going to live abroad again. The English

climate doesn't suit me. My--heart is affected here, and that I

don't like. I prefer living in the south. London is too full of

fogs and--and serious people, Lord Windermere. Whether the fogs

produce the serious people or whether the serious people produce

the fogs, I don't know, but the whole thing rather gets on my

nerves, and so I'm leaving this afternoon by the Club Train.

LADY WINDERMERE. This afternoon? But I wanted so much to come and

see you.

MRS. ERLYNNE. How kind of you! But I am afraid I have to go.

LADY WINDERMERE. Shall I never see you again, Mrs. Erlynne?

MRS. ERLYNNE. I am afraid not. Our lives lie too far apart. But

there is a little thing I would like you to do for me. I want a

photograph of you, Lady Windermere--would you give me one? You

don't know how gratified I should be.

LADY WINDERMERE. Oh, with pleasure. There is one on that table.

I'll show it to you. [Goes across to the table.]

LORD WINDERMERE. [Coming up to MRS. ERLYNNE and speaking in a low

voice.] It is monstrous your intruding yourself here after your

conduct last night.

MRS. ERLYNNE. [With an amused smile.] My dear Windermere, manners

before morals!

LADY WINDERMERE. [Returning.] I'm afraid it is very flattering--I

am not so pretty as that. [Showing photograph.]

MRS. ERLYNNE. You are much prettier. But haven't you got one of

yourself with your little boy?

LADY WINDERMERE. I have. Would you prefer one of those?

MRS. ERLYNNE. Yes.

LADY WINDERMERE. I'll go and get it for you, if you'll excuse me

for a moment. I have one upstairs.

MRS. ERLYNNE. So sorry, Lady Windermere, to give you so much

trouble.

LADY WINDERMERE. [Moves to door R.] No trouble at all, Mrs.

Erlynne.

MRS. ERLYNNE. Thanks so much.

[Exit LADY WINDERMERE R.] You seem rather out of temper this

morning, Windermere. Why should you be? Margaret and I get on

charmingly together.

LORD WINDERMERE. I can't bear to see you with her. Besides, you

have not told me the truth, Mrs. Erlynne.

MRS. ERLYNNE. I have not told HER the truth, you mean.

LORD WINDERMERE. [Standing C.] I sometimes wish you had. I

should have been spared then the misery, the anxiety, the annoyance

of the last six months. But rather than my wife should know--that

the mother whom she was taught to consider as dead, the mother whom

she has mourned as dead, is living--a divorced woman, going about

under an assumed name, a bad woman preying upon life, as I know you

now to be--rather than that, I was ready to supply you with money

to pay bill after bill, extravagance after extravagance, to risk

what occurred yesterday, the first quarrel I have ever had with my

wife. You don't understand what that means to me. How could you?

But I tell you that the only bitter words that ever came from those

sweet lips of hers were on your account, and I hate to see you next

her. You sully the innocence that is in her. [Moves L.C.] And

then I used to think that with all your faults you were frank and

honest. You are not.

MRS. ERLYNNE. Why do you say that?

LORD WINDERMERE. You made me get you an invitation to my wife's

ball.

MRS. ERLYNNE. For my daughter's ball--yes.

LORD WINDERMERE. You came, and within an hour of your leaving the

house you are found in a man's rooms--you are disgraced before

every one. [Goes up stage C.]

MRS. ERLYNNE. Yes.

LORD WINDERMERE. [Turning round on her.] Therefore I have a right

to look upon you as what you are--a worthless, vicious woman. I

have the right to tell you never to enter this house, never to

attempt to come near my wife -

MRS. ERLYNNE. [Coldly.] My daughter, you mean.

LORD WINDERMERE. You have no right to claim her as your daughter.

You left her, abandoned her when she was but a child in the cradle,

abandoned her for your lover, who abandoned you in turn.

MRS. ERLYNNE. [Rising.] Do you count that to his credit, Lord

Windermere--or to mine?

LORD WINDERMERE. To his, now that I know you.

MRS. ERLYNNE. Take care--you had better be careful.

LORD WINDERMERE. Oh, I am not going to mince words for you. I

know you thoroughly.

MRS. ERLYNNE. [Looks steadily at him.] I question that.

LORD WINDERMERE. I DO know you. For twenty years of your life you

lived without your child, without a thought of your child. One day

you read in the papers that she had married a rich man. You saw

your hideous chance. You knew that to spare her the ignominy of

learning that a woman like you was her mother, I would endure

anything. You began your blackmailing,

MRS. ERLYNNE. [Shrugging her shoulders.] Don't use ugly words,

Windermere. They are vulgar. I saw my chance, it is true, and

took it.

LORD WINDERMERE. Yes, you took it--and spoiled it all last night

by being found out.

MRS. ERLYNNE. [With a strange smile.] You are quite right, I

spoiled it all last night.

LORD WINDERMERE. And as for your blunder in taking my wife's fan

from here and then leaving it about in Darlington's rooms, it is

unpardonable. I can't bear the sight of it now. I shall never let

my wife use it again. The thing is soiled for me. You should have

kept it and not brought it back.

MRS. ERLYNNE. I think I shall keep it. [Goes up.] It's extremely

pretty. [Takes up fan.] I shall ask Margaret to give it to me.

LORD WINDERMERE. I hope my wife will give it you.

MRS. ERLYNNE. Oh, I'm sure she will have no objection.

LORD WINDERMERE. I wish that at the same time she would give you a

miniature she kisses every night before she prays--It's the

miniature of a young innocent-looking girl with beautiful DARK

hair.

MRS. ERLYNNE. Ah, yes, I remember. How long ago that seems!

[Goes to sofa and sits down.] It was done before I was married.

Dark hair and an innocent expression were the fashion then,

Windermere! [A pause.]

LORD WINDERMERE. What do you mean by coming here this morning?

What is your object? [Crossing L.C. and sitting.]

MRS. ERLYNNE. [With a note of irony in her voice.] To bid good-

bye to my dear daughter, of course. [LORD WINDERMERE bites his

under lip in anger. MRS. ERLYNNE looks at him, and her voice and

manner become serious. In her accents at she talks there is a note

of deep tragedy. For a moment she reveals herself.] Oh, don't

imagine I am going to have a pathetic scene with her, weep on her

neck and tell her who I am, and all that kind of thing. I have no

ambition to play the part of a mother. Only once in my life like I

known a mother's feelings. That was last night. They were

terrible--they made me suffer--they made me suffer too much. For

twenty years, as you say, I have lived childless,--I want to live

childless still. [Hiding her feelings with a trivial laugh.]

Besides, my dear Windermere, how on earth could I pose as a mother

with a grown-up daughter? Margaret is twenty-one, and I have never

admitted that I am more than twenty-nine, or thirty at the most.

Twenty-nine when there are pink shades, thirty when there are not.

So you see what difficulties it would involve. No, as far as I am

concerned, let your wife cherish the memory of this dead, stainless

mother. Why should I interfere with her illusions? I find it hard

enough to keep my own. I lost one illusion last night. I thought

I had no heart. I find I have, and a heart doesn't suit me,

Windermere. Somehow it doesn't go with modern dress. It makes one

look old. [Takes up hand-mirror from table and looks into it.]

And it spoils one's career at critical moments.

LORD WINDERMERE. You fill me with horror--with absolute horror.

MRS. ERLYNNE. [Rising.] I suppose, Windermere, you would like me

to retire into a convent, or become a hospital nurse, or something

of that kind, as people do in silly modern novels. That is stupid

of you, Arthur; in real life we don't do such things--not as long

as we have any good looks left, at any rate. No--what consoles one

nowadays is not repentance, but pleasure. Repentance is quite out

of date. And besides, if a woman really repents, she has to go to

a bad dressmaker, otherwise no one believes in her. And nothing in

the world would induce me to do that. No; I am going to pass

entirely out of your two lives. My coming into them has been a

mistake--I discovered that last night.

LORD WINDERMERE. A fatal mistake.

MRS. ERLYNNE. [Smiling.] Almost fatal.

LORD WINDERMERE. I am sorry now I did not tell my wife the whole

thing at once.

MRS. ERLYNNE. I regret my bad actions. You regret your good ones-

-that is the difference between us.

LORD WINDERMERE. I don't trust you. I WILL tell my wife. It's

better for her to know, and from me. It will cause her infinite

pain--it will humiliate her terribly, but it's right that she

should know.

MRS. ERLYNNE. You propose to tell her?

LORD WINDERMERE. I am going to tell her.

MRS. ERLYNNE. [Going up to him.] If you do, I will make my name

so infamous that it will mar every moment of her life. It will

ruin her, and make her wretched. If you dare to tell her, there is

no depth of degradation I will not sink to, no pit of shame I will

not enter. You shall not tell her--I forbid you.

LORD WINDERMERE. Why?

MRS. ERLYNNE. [After a pause.] If I said to you that I cared for

her, perhaps loved her even--you would sneer at me, wouldn't you?

LORD WINDERMERE. I should feel it was not true. A mother's love

means devotion, unselfishness, sacrifice. What could you know of

such things?

MRS. ERLYNNE. You are right. What could I know of such things?

Don't let us talk any more about it--as for telling my daughter who

I am, that I do not allow. It is my secret, it is not yours. If I

make up my mind to tell her, and I think I will, I shall tell her

before I leave the house--if not, I shall never tell her.

LORD WINDERMERE. [Angrily.] Then let me beg of you to leave our

house at once. I will make your excuses to Margaret.

[Enter LADY WINDERMERE R. She goes over to MRS. ERLYNNE with the

photograph in her hand. LORD WINDERMERE moves to back of sofa, and

anxiously watches MRS. ERLYNNE as the scene progresses.]

LADY WINDERMERE. I am so sorry, Mrs. Erlynne, to have kept you

waiting. I couldn't find the photograph anywhere. At last I

discovered it in my husband's dressing-room--he had stolen it.

MRS. ERLYNNE. [Takes the photograph from her and looks at it.] I

am not surprised--it is charming. [Goes over to sofa with LADY

WINDERMERE, and sits down beside her. Looks again at the

photograph.] And so that is your little boy! What is he called?

LADY WINDERMERE. Gerard, after my dear father.

MRS. ERLYNNE. [Laying the photograph down.] Really?

LADY WINDERMERE. Yes. If it had been a girl, I would have called

it after my mother. My mother had the same name as myself,

Margaret.

MRS. ERLYNNE. My name is Margaret too.

LADY WINDERMERE. Indeed!

MRS. ERLYNNE. Yes. [Pause.] You are devoted to your mother's

memory, Lady Windermere, your husband tells me.

LADY WINDERMERE. We all have ideals in life. At least we all

should have. Mine is my mother.

MRS. ERLYNNE. Ideals are dangerous things. Realities are better.

They wound, but they're better.

LADY WINDERMERE. [Shaking her head.] If I lost my ideals, I

should lose everything.

MRS. ERLYNNE. Everything?

LADY WINDERMERE. Yes. [Pause.]

MRS. ERLYNNE. Did your father often speak to you of your mother?

LADY WINDERMERE. No, it gave him too much pain. He told me how my

mother had died a few months after I was born. His eyes filled

with tears as he spoke. Then he begged me never to mention her

name to him again. It made him suffer even to hear it. My father-

-my father really died of a broken heart. His was the most ruined

life know,

MRS. ERLYNNE. [Rising.] I am afraid I must go now, Lady

Windermere.

LADY WINDERMERE. [Rising.] Oh no, don't.

MRS. ERLYNNE. I think I had better. My carriage must have come

back by this time. I sent it to Lady Jedburgh's with a note.

LADY WINDERMERE. Arthur, would you mind seeing if Mrs. Erlynne's

carriage has come back?

MRS. ERLYNNE. Pray don't trouble, Lord Windermere.

LADY WINDERMERE. Yes, Arthur, do go, please.

[LORD WINDERMERE hesitated for a moment and looks at MRS. ERLYNNE.

She remains quite impassive. He leaves the room.]

[To MRS. ERLYNNE.] Oh! What am I to say to you? You saved me

last night? [Goes towards her.]

MRS. ERLYNNE. Hush--don't speak of it.

LADY WINDERMERE. I must speak of it. I can't let you think that I

am going to accept this sacrifice. I am not. It is too great. I

am going to tell my husband everything. It is my duty.

MRS. ERLYNNE. It is not your duty--at least you have duties to

others besides him. You say you owe me something?

LADY WINDERMERE. I owe you everything.

MRS. ERLYNNE. Then pay your debt by silence. That is the only way

in which it can be paid. Don't spoil the one good thing I have

done in my life by telling it to any one. Promise me that what

passed last night will remain a secret between us. You must not

bring misery into your husband's life. Why spoil his love? You

must not spoil it. Love is easily killed. Oh! how easily love is

killed. Pledge me your word, Lady Windermere, that you will never

tell him. I insist upon it.

LADY WINDERMERE. [With bowed head.] It is your will, not mine.

MRS. ERLYNNE. Yes, it is my will. And never forget your child--I

like to think of you as a mother. I like you to think of yourself

as one.

LADY WINDERMERE. [Looking up.] I always will now. Only once in

my life I have forgotten my own mother--that was last night. Oh,

if I had remembered her I should not have been so foolish, so

wicked.

MRS. ERLYNNE. [With a slight shudder.] Hush, last night is quite

over.

[Enter LORD WINDERMERE.]

LORD WINDERMERE. Your carriage has not come back yet, Mrs.

Erlynne.

MRS. ERLYNNE. It makes no matter. I'll take a hansom. There is

nothing in the world so respectable as a good Shrewsbury and

Talbot. And now, dear Lady Windermere, I am afraid it is really

good-bye. [Moves up C.] Oh, I remember. You'll think me absurd,

but do you know I've taken a great fancy to this fan that I was

silly enough to run away with last night from your ball. Now, I

wonder would you give it to me? Lord Windermere says you may. I

know it is his present.

LADY WINDERMERE. Oh, certainly, if it will give you any pleasure.

But it has my name on it. It has 'Margaret' on it.

MRS. ERLYNNE. But we have the same Christian name.

LADY WINDERMERE. Oh, I forgot. Of course, do have it. What a

wonderful chance our names being the same!

MRS. ERLYNNE. Quite wonderful. Thanks--it will always remind me

of you. [Shakes hands with her.]

[Enter PARKER.]

PARKER. Lord Augustus Lorton. Mrs. Erlynne's carriage has come.

[Enter LORD AUGUSTUS.]

LORD AUGUSTUS. Good morning, dear boy. Good morning, Lady

Windermere. [Sees MRS. ERLYNNE.] Mrs. Erlynne!

MRS. ERLYNNE. How do you do, Lord Augustus? Are you quite well

this morning?

LORD AUGUSTUS. [Coldly.] Quite well, thank you, Mrs. Erlynne.

MRS. ERLYNNE. You don't look at all well, Lord Augustus. You stop

up too late--it is so bad for you. You really should take more

care of yourself. Good-bye, Lord Windermere. [Goes towards door

with a bow to LORD AUGUSTUS. Suddenly smiles and looks back at

him.] Lord Augustus! Won't you see me to my carriage? You might

carry the fan.

LORD WINDERMERE. Allow me!

MRS. ERLYNNE. No; I want Lord Augustus. I have a special message

for the dear Duchess. Won't you carry the fan, Lord Augustus?

LORD AUGUSTUS. If you really desire it, Mrs. Erlynne.

MRS. ERLYNNE. [Laughing.] Of course I do. You'll carry it so

gracefully. You would carry off anything gracefully, dear Lord

Augustus.

[When she reaches the door she looks back for a moment at LADY

WINDERMERE. Their eyes meet. Then she turns, and exit C. followed

by LORD AUGUSTUS.]

LADY WINDERMERE. You will never speak against Mrs. Erlynne again,

Arthur, will you?

LORD WINDERMERE. [Gravely.] She is better than one thought her.

LADY WINDERMERE. She is better than I am.

LORD WINDERMERE. [Smiling as he strokes her hair.] Child, you and

she belong to different worlds. Into your world evil has never

entered.

LADY WINDERMERE. Don't say that, Arthur. There is the same world

for all of us, and good and evil, sin and innocence, go through it

hand in hand. To shut one's eyes to half of life that one may live

securely is as though one blinded oneself that one might walk with

more safety in a land of pit and precipice.

LORD WINDERMERE. [Moves down with her.] Darling, why do you say

that?

LADY WINDERMERE. [Sits on sofa.] Because I, who had shut my eyes

to life, came to the brink. And one who had separated us -

LORD WINDERMERE. We were never separated.

LADY WINDERMERE. We never must be again. O Arthur, don't love me

less, and I will trust you more. I will trust you absolutely. Let

us go to Selby. In the Rose Garden at Selby the roses are white

and red.

[Enter LORD AUGUSTUS C.]

LORD AUGUSTUS. Arthur, she has explained everything!

[LADY WINDERMERE looks horribly frightened at this. LORD

WINDERMERE starts. LORD AUGUSTUS takes WINDERMERE by the arm and

brings him to front of stage. He talks rapidly and in a low voice.

LADY WINDERMERE stands watching them in terror.] My dear fellow,

she has explained every demmed thing. We all wronged her

immensely. It was entirely for my sake she went to Darlington's

rooms. Called first at the Club--fact is, wanted to put me out of

suspense--and being told I had gone on--followed--naturally

frightened when she heard a lot of us coming in--retired to another

room--I assure you, most gratifying to me, the whole thing. We all

behaved brutally to her. She is just the woman for me. Suits me

down to the ground. All the conditions she makes are that we live

entirely out of England. A very good thing too. Demmed clubs,

demmed climate, demmed cooks, demmed everything. Sick of it all!

LADY WINDERMERE. [Frightened.] Has Mrs. Erlynne--?

LORD AUGUSTUS. [Advancing towards her with a low bow.] Yes, Lady

Windermere-- Mrs. Erlynne has done me the honour of accepting my

hand.

LORD WINDERMERE. Well, you are certainly marrying a very clever

woman!

LADY WINDERMERE. [Taking her husband's hand.] Ah, you're marrying

a very good woman!

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