CinderBella Fairytale

Chapter 9 : Leave me?

• Bella Puella Pov *

Happy ?

Sad ?

Regret?

I don't how I would felt after last night. The ways he takes me last night not the ways I would expected him to treated me. He worshiped my whole body before taken my virginity. And if I can assuming the ways he kissed all my scars last night, I would say that's he loves my scar. All of them. And I love his scar too. Am I'm so stupid to believe this man? Let's face it's, I just knew him less than 24 hour but I already given him my everything. Could be he's the ones? Or I'm so dumb to spreading my legs to unknown man just like that? But I could've admit that he's so super sweet to me.

Who would thought about the man that's everyone fear the most would've treated me like this. He is so tender towards me. Right now he's sleeping peacefully besides me. His soft snores sounded so cute. Looking at his features this closer, his scar didn't seem ugly as it's look like from afar. Without the scar he's good looking but with the scar he looking so devilish handsome. Thick black hair, sharp jaw line with a little bit of fine lines of mustache and a long eyes lashes making me as a girl envy with him.

Oh Bella are you sure he's looking so devilish handsome? My inner self arguing with me .

Maybe because he's the first man touching myself like this and maybe after a long time, he's the first one showed me that I'm worthy live in this world. Could be my life going to okay after this? I sighed deeply.

After out from my own thought about that, I wanted to untangle myself from his embraced. But I couldn't manage to do so when he's pulled me more closer to his chest.

"Please.. I wanted to take a shower before come down to cook for you." I plead him.

" Don't do anything just sleep besides me."

" But ..." I didn't finish my sentence when he opens his eyes and I'm shivering due to his beautiful grey eyes that's keeping me captivating each time.

" You're not tired after last night? You wanted me to repeat everything again my sweet Bella. You liked it's wouldn't you ?"

I wanted him. All of him now but my body still sore and tired. I don't want to argue with him. So I just nodded and going to lay back to my pillow. He's acted faster than me and makes my head laid on his hard chest instead.

"This is perfect." He's whispered out.

I don't know when I'm drifting again. But when I wake again, the beautiful captivating grey eyes is staring at me. The most handsome man I ever see. And I couldn't understand why'd he hide his face underneath his masks all the time. And believe me when I couldn't stop myself to asked him this question again.

"Why'd you hide your face all the time using mask ? "

He didn't answer me that instant.

" Ain't the answer is obviously there? " Did he meant his scar?

"Your scar? " He's just smirked

"But it's only highlighted your handsome face."

And I feels a sudden warmest heat creeping on my cheeks after that's words leave my lip. There I said its. I'm expecting him to mocking me or denied my answer. I looked up to his eyes level. And he moved closer than he already does. Need I remind you, we both still tangled on each other bodies.

• Sergio Black Pov *

Now I know why many boy did this at the youngest age. This is really addicted. And maybe because this is my first time and her first time. Everything seems so damn perfect and we both fit well together. I'm exploring this new things with her. And I like this idea a lots because she'll be my only woman and I'll be her only man for forever.

And now by saying something like that, I'm gladly she's my wife. She's told me that I'm looking so handsome with my scar. But if she find out that's my scar it's fake. I'm betting she'll find me more attractive than this. Would she's forgive me? I didn't means to hide this information from her but I've to do it to protect myself. I don't want anyone know after that accident, a man had saved me from death . Yes I had scar after that accident, but I had a surgery to make my face looks normal again. Even though deep down I wanted to keep the scar to reminding myself about the darkest tragedy in my life. And I'm losing my parents at the same days. But I don't want to see the criminal behind my miserable tragedy satisfied with his actions. Nevertheless I still pretending having this scar so my enemies will thought they'd winning. For now. And after I caught them or whosever the mastermind was. They'll regret the day I was born and also when they let's me alive that day. I'll make sure they'll see hell from my own hands.

• Bella Puella Pov*

A week later, I never steps my foots outside Sergio mansion or palace after I came. This place is huge. And I never wandering around. Not that I'm not curiously but I never had time for that. Sergio's keep taking me again and again. And he's makes sure we're both only take a break just to fuelled up our stomach. And then he'll take me again and again. Ain't this man a beast or what? Now he's like an air I needed all the time. What'll happen to me if one day he'll tired or bored with me? He's the leader of the most dangerous gang. But I'm only a lonely girl live in the world with a family that's hate me the most. I couldn't imaging if one day, I'm going to live alone without him. I already started to depending on him. Before I used to depending on my own self after everything I experienced all my life. After my own mother and sister tortured me . I used to think I'm going to find myself a way out of my miserable life. I used to think if I'm going to running away from them. I'm going to find a new place as far as I could go. And started a new life. But now, would I be okay to starting a new life if one day Sergio's let's me go. After felt all this new feeling because of him, would I successful ignores all this. If someday, he'd decided to leave me?