Chapter 4 He’d made a fool of himself in front of the sexiest man he’d ever met. Ben had gone out of his way to comfort the crazy man in his class and then what had Angus done? He’d run like a child. Again. Angus was so tired. He’d carried this weight for so long; there were times he felt he could sink like a stone and never find his way back up. He walked through his tiny apartment and pulled his shirt off over his head. A musky scent hit him and he took a deep breath. Ben. Well, he’d never see that man again. Too bad. Angus had felt a real pull to Ben and wondered if he was gay. When he’d been in Ben’s arms earlier, held so tenderly, he’d wanted to stay there forever. It didn’t matter anymore. He was positive they’d never see each other again. He glanced at his phone, noting it was