BitterSweet

Chapter-1

Let the fun begin with Sanya!

CHAPTER -1

Do I Need to settle down?Oh I think so

Irritated, I asked Rajveer to stop with his banters for me getting settled now. And hanged up the phone rudely. He had no idea what I was going through these days.

Practically I was so torn inside that I didn’t know how to react to peoples and things around me, mostly because I just don’t care about people so much.

Yeah, that’s me. Cold. b***h. Badass.

Call me whatever you want, I barely give a s**t about your views.

But there are still people I care for. And to get on that list you really have to work hard, not that you have to do what I want or obey me, I would only want you to be NOT so cheap and jerk around me. I need you to be nice, not so much because my category of nice just includes a genuine smile, but trust me; it’s the hardest thing to get easily. People usually like you to be in utter misery, don’t know why.

Arjun says that I am negative and so rude but isn’t what I think so true?

Alright, sometimes I too pray for few peoples to suffer a lot, and by suffer I literally mean suffer.

Boom!

That’s none other than Dev Raichand among the people and I hadn’t got any list for this category because I am trying to not give s**t about it. I am trying so let’s just forget him as he is loved by the person who is on my ‘I care people’ list.

Arohi!

Oh! Arohi why you had to fall for that guy of all? I mean there wasn’t any shortage of good guys around you but you get to love that man of nothing.

That a**hole!

Alright, forget him because I know that they both love each other so, so much that I had to control my vile emotions anyway. Again that care thing, you know.

They are, well, really in love, something like eternal love, forever kind or whatever. I don’t believe this s**t, not their love part but eternal love part. Because you love someone until you want them and need them and isn’t that how you start to love someone in the first place; so when the needs end you throw away things. I hope this never happens with Arohi though. I wish they need each other all the way to the future where they would be so, so old and drooling over floor and cloth with the shaking heads and holding hands of each other smiling at their kid’s kid.

Did I just picture them like that? Well, hell yes!

After imagining something like this, can I ever forget what that a**hole is?

Insecure, pathetic, arrogant…. Just forget him. Let’s just forget him for real now.

But wasn’t he so nice to me before he thought I was a gold digger b***h?

That doesn’t matter considering what he did later because I am not Arohi and my principles are way opposite than hers. Once an a*hole, always an a*hole! So once Dev did an a*hole thing, he got a lifetime certification by me. And I am no saint,too, as I already pointed myself but I accept what I am. That does make difference, doesn’t it?

Dare say no people!

He….Wait! Oh no, now I realise what I am doing. I am a definition of pathetic!

Why can’t I stop thinking about that b***h?

I think, I know. I don’t have things and people to wonder about. Maybe Rajveer is right about me settling down, and anyway I must before wrinkle mode creep into my skin.

Where are you my man?

Are you so dumb to not find me or see me or that’s what I am?

I heard my phone ring again fifth time so I had hurry leaving the lipstick I was putting on.

"Sorry for taking time and thanks for picking me up. I don't want that bastard to pick me up. " I sat thinking of how he talked to me. I was once his friend but now I am nothing but a woman he hate.

" Who are you taking about?"

I gave him an unbelievable look and said, "Of course Arjun."

" You are calling him bastard. Do you think before you speak? " He accused me without knowing the full part.

I breathed and filling in proud, I muttered coolly," If I say he is a bastard, he is a bastard. I don't give a damn to what you think. Now please drive Mr. Singhania! "

I rolled my eyes and as he teasingly said," Then I shouldn't scold Arjun for calling you b***h because you act like one. "

New flash!

I never knew Arjun called me b***h!

Thank you so much Rajveer!

I owe you one!

I know it!

Why I am not saying it loud?

Alright I am not being sarcastic to you

a

t least, Raj.

I turned to him as if it was really a news for me and yelled," I will kick his ass! And Don't you have brain to not tell me what he says at my back? I know it. "

He laughed and said," Ahh! I hate him for acting over smart. He arranged a small picnic for Dev's family now. Just kick him some more from my side. "

Oh! He was really the one hanging in between. He really deserved Arohi but I was so clear that she had gone, the day she allowed him in without thinking twice.

" Is he out of his head? Well what can we do when Arohi is giving that bastard the way. I just boil from inside whenever I see his face." I said angrily and looked out of the window.

Maybe I should stop accepting myself.

I should make Arohi realize how wrong he was?

I looked at my friend who always did good her and stood when I used to say against her in our early days. A smile broke out in my face realizing it was him to give one single girlfriend who loved in spite of my behavior.

We drove to the office to find Arohi and Dev both arguing over something, of course playfully. I hated it.

"Arohi! " I chirped getting to her," What this f**king bastard doing in my workplace? "

" I thought this is your workplace Arohi. Don't worry I am going away. " He said to me taking the phone and beginning to type something on it.

" I can pay for myself. " Arohi snatched the mobile phone from his hand and I could see her face going red as her skin collided sending a flowery like feeling inside her belly.

Arohi stop thinking like this!

" I paid. " He laughed watching her.

Laugh!

You don't deserve her!

You don't deserve my friend!

Hurt her once once more you know what I can do?

" Don't forget you promised me Arohi." He said before placing a rushed kiss on her cheek and running away smiling at her.

" What is it? " I groaned.

Arohi gulped and turned away, faking to check on some files whole Rajveer went into his dreamland.

Poor him!

" He talked a lot yesterday. About everything and then I got emotional so when.. When he asked me for a dinner I said yes. It's.. It's just a dinner but not at home...somewhere else I don't know. " She said biting her lips.

" It's called date. You had s*x with him?! " I asked shocking myself.

But it was it. He would use the kissing and loving to get under your skin when you get angry with him. I understand how hard it is for we woman who hadn't got enough love in our life ignore the easy one, the vulnerable one.

" Sanya!" She cried closing her eyes.

I can relate girl. Tell me the truth!

While I was waiting for Arohi, Saint has to speak!

" Are you crazy? You can't just talk like this!"

I looked back at Rajveer who was so shocked at me. I was helping you i***t. You don't have a chance with her anymore.

" Whatever! " I said before stomping back. You know and understand things and yet you try to amend things, then you are wasting your time knowingly.

I couldn't stop hoping best for Arohi and Rajveer and me even. I was getting so desperate day by day watching people in love and I really needed one or I would spoil someone's happiness with my vile inside my heart.

Maybe of Arohi's. But she knew what she was doing and she knew better than all of us.

I sighed and opened my file to work.

Work?

This isn't my workplace.

Its Rajveer's and Arohi's.

How much I needed people in my life that I left America and whole business there and worked here in the branch.

How pathetic of me?

Arjun was good. He would always come to Dubai and meet Arohi and then go back to his girlfriend whom he dumped many times but they were still together. Funny!

Even he had someone to fight and love!

I will go back to America and take care if my business after everything sorts our here.

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