I have feelings for pearl since I saw her coming out of her high School.she was only seventeen back then,,so I became close to her mother and her mother came to know my intention
her mother told me to come live with them and get to know more about pearl,,,we told pearl that ,I was her mother's boyfriend even though that it wasn't a good idea
I can't say am her family member so ,,we lived together,,I got to know her more and more over the six years I stayed with her
her mum was actually dating someone and we wanted to tell Pearl when she came home from college,,I really liked Maggie she was like a second mother to me
she told me she was going to the grocery store to buy stuff to prepare dinner, and tell Pearl the Truth
I would have gone with her but my companies called and said they needed me there to sign some files...
the next few hours I got a call to a hospital that told me that Maggie had died due to an accident,it really broke my heart that the woman I took as a mother left me
I started drinking, crying and didn't go to work unless Pearl force's me to go to work... thinking of Pearl...I decided it's time to move on ,so Pearl and I moved from our small town Texas to New York Manhattan
one of my companies was there,,and I didn't want anyone to know what I was about to do (that is to confess my love for Pearl)
I know this won't end well because she only sees me as her father but I still had hope ..I go out offen to a pub and drink till I drop..I always go home late
today I felt like I needed my baby girl by my side ,so I went to her room..........
when I woke up in the morning,,ahhh my head hurts i said and tried getting up but someone's head was on my chest and when I looked down
I saw my baby girl ,and then all the memories of last night replayed in my head..oh god i r***d her ,her moans of pain and how she was begging me to stop but I didn't listen
I started crying and took my baby girl in my arms and cuddled her ,,her side of the bedsheets was red..I really took her virginity by force
am so sorry baby ,daddy is so sorry,,I kept whisping in her ears,,I looked at her body and it was covered in marks,red and some are turning purple making my heart ache
let me go please not anymore please,,I looked at my baby girl with guilt.she pushed me away from her and got up,,she runned to the bathroom but I was fast and grabbed her
pulling her close to my chest,,she kept strageling until she stopped and started sobbing heavily
I turned her to face me and I knelt down in front of her with teary eyes,,,baby girl daddy is so sorry for what he did,,I didn't know what came over me please don't hate me,am sorry please don't leave me,
dad you r***d me,I begged you countless times but you didn't listen,,I hate you,how can you do this to me she said and slapped me
I know I deserved it and more so I kept apologizing non-stop..she also knelt down and started hitting me . whilst crying
I didn't fight back because I want her to let it all out to hit me,,even if she kills me ,I would die happy because its her,,she calmed down and hugged me whilst crying
baby girl am sorry please forgive me,, you know daddy loves you and didn't mean to hurt you please forgive me I said holding her tightly
okay she said making me sign in relief,,I picked her up and went towards the bathroom
I placed her on a small stool and filled the bathtub with water and added vanilla bomb and oil
before picking her up and placed her inside,,she hissed in pain making me sad,,am the cause of all this
I got behind her and also got into the tub and decided to tell her the truth..baby girl your mum and i were not dating i said
making her turn around to face me with a shocked expression,,it was your mum's idea to say that we were dating,,the first time I saw you it was love at first sight
so I became a friend to your mum so that I could get closer to you,but she knew I liked you so she insisted to let me stay at your house to get to know you more
your mum was dating a guy called Manuel and she wanted to tell you the truth when you came back from college but she wasn't able to become of the accident I said
dad why didn't you tell me, you were with me for a few months but you didn't tell me ..she said with tears in her eyes
am sorry baby girl let's start over again okay,,I promise never to hurt you again please,,I said making her nod
I bathed the both of us and went to bed,, because we were both tired