How could I be so stupid?! Kissing my step brother and allowing him to nearly touch me intimately. I’ve really lost my mind. I thought that maybe there was another side to him, a side that wasn’t rude, egotistical, selfish and mean. I guess I was wrong and he is just well practiced when it comes to getting what he wants from women.
It was Saturday, the day of Dylan’s party and I wasn’t going to go. However, I needed to get away from here, even if it was for the night. I managed to persuade my mum into letting me go because it was a good hour and a half away from here and I know she gets very protective when I’m so far away. She had spoken to Jodie’s mum for reassurance that I would be staying at her house over night. Once she had finished her conversation she had agreed. Liam has been avoiding me ever since Thursday and if I’m honest, it’s better that way. I couldn’t care less about what he does. I nearly fell for his womanising charm and it won’t be happening again. He had seemed too busy to even notice me anyway. He was constantly on his phone to someone and was arguing. It was probably one of his acquaintances that he shared a bed with, she probably found out how much of scum bag he was.
My mum had decided to drive me because she gets worried about me driving for that length of time. I didn’t testify against it, at least it gave her a peace of mind.
We pulled up at Jodie’s house and I kissed my mums cheek.
“Thank you for taking me mum” I grinned with excitement and she smiled back at me.
“Just be good!” She moaned and I nodded. I ran up to Jodie and hugged her at the door. She let me into her family home and I greeted her parents. I got along with them so well and they treated me like I was their own daughter.
“We’re going to get ready!” Jodie exclaimed after a long catch up, and pulled my hand to guide me upstairs to her room. We sat on her single bed in the corner and she went to her huge wardrobe that was filled with outfits.
“Try these on” she commanded and threw me a few items to try. I put the black dress on that was tightly fitted and short, it hung off of my shoulders and trailed into a v-neck. Jodie shook her head and yelled “next!”. I laughed and took it off. I pulled the dark green dolly dress on that flowed outwards at the bottom. It didn’t reveal much, only my arms and legs. “No, I don’t like that at all” Jodie stated and grabbed a white shirt that sat on her bed next to her. “Try this” she handed it to me and I pulled it over my head. As I pulled it down it hugged my curves and sat delicately on my shoulders. The straps were thin and looped down the back to show my bare skin. The front was less revealing but complimented the dip in my cleavage. Jodie looked stunned and passed me a pair of tight black jeans. They had rips down the front that were purposefully torn and scuffed edges around the rips. I pulled them over my hips and fastened the button.
“Well...?” I waited, anxious for Jodies opinion. Her smile showed off her perfect teeth and she squealed.
“Turn around” she instructed and turned my back to her, looking over my shoulder to witness her reaction.
“You look, hot! Your arse is f*****g amazing in those jeans!” She yelled and I laughed at her. I put on a pair of black stilettos that I had brought with me and a bracelet for the finishing touch.
We finished getting ready and it was finally time to go to the party. Jodie’s mum dropped us off at Dylan’s because she knew there would be alcohol, no matter how much we tried to convince her there wasn’t she wasn’t fooled. She knew exactly what it was like to be our age and knew that no matter what she said or did, there was no changing it. She wanted to make sure that we got there safety as she felt that was the only thing she had control over.
We entered Dylan’s house that was booming with loud music and crowds. His parents were on holiday and felt guilty that they weren’t there for his birthday so they left him some money and said that he could have a few friends round. Dylan’s excuse was that they did specify the word ‘few’. We walked through to the kitchen to grab ourselves some drinks. As I filled my paper cup with alcohol I felt a familiar presence standing behind me.
“You came!” Cried Dylan with excitement. I turned around and replied “couldn’t miss out on a party now could I?” He embraced me and said “I’ve missed you”.
I felt extremely uncomfortable and pulled away. I looked at him seriously and made sure he understood where stand.
“We’re friends Dylan, nothing more! Not f**k buddies, not boyfriend and girlfriend, nothing else... just friends” I explained clearly and he looked slightly gutted. He tried to hide his disappointment with a smile but I could see right through it.
“Of course” he reassured me and I pressed my lips together awkwardly.
“Well, enjoy the party” he insisted and walked away to regain his dignity. I rolled my eyes and turned to Jodie. She smirked at me and stated “well that was awkward!” I laughed and we walked towards to back door that led to the garden.
Everyone was here and we spent the next two hours getting incredibly drunk and catching up with old mates. My thoughts were troubled by Liam and our last conversation. The way he started to make me feel special and then chucked me aside like the rest of the girls he dated. It made me really angry and I couldn’t help myself but tell Jodie everything.
“No way! You actually kissed him!” She repeated with excitement. I shushed her and giggled.
“It’s not like that Jodie” I reminded her and she rolled her eyes.
“He almost fingered you and the only reason he didn’t was because his dad ruined the mood. I told you he liked you” she explained and I shook my head.
“Your ridiculous” I surfed and she wrapped her arm around me.
“If you’re really struggling to get over him then do what everyone else does... just get under another” she giggled and then got distracted by her friend that was calling her over. I couldn’t do that, I wasn’t a slut, not anymore anyway. I didn’t want to f**k anyone, I just wanted to get shitfaced and forget Liam existed for one night. I headed inside to fill up my cup when I heard loud cheering coming from the living room. I followed the noise and saw girls laying on the table one by one and the guys were taking body shots and then they switched. My phone buzzed in my pocket and I took it out thinking it was Jodie asking me where I had got to.
Liam
You didn’t tell me you were going to a party tonight
Is he serious! He hasn’t spoken to me in two days and then sends me that. How dare he! Of course I didn’t tell him, it wasn’t any of his business. I’m guessing my mum probably told him.
Elle
You didn’t ask
Liam
What’s that suppose to mean?
Elle
You haven’t spoken to me at all. When wah I suppose to hab told you about it. Besides, my lide has got nothing to do witj you. Your not interested member!
I struggled to see the keyboard. It was so blurry and I was extremely intoxicated.
Liam
Have you been drinking?
Elle
It’s a party kiam... of course I’ve been drinling!
He didn’t reply to my text so I shoved my phone back into my pocket.
“Elle?” A voice from behind said. I turned around and saw my old school friend, Evan.
“Evan!” I yelled and wrapped my arms around his neck. His arms were fairly strong and he was a bit taller than me. Skinnier than Liam but he still had a fairly impressive set of abs if I remember. He was a part of the football team in school and was sort of like the side kick to the popular boy.
“It’s been ages since I’ve seen you, how have you been?” I asked and he smiled at me.
“Yeah great thanks, I thought that you had moved away. Unless that was Jodie’s strange sense of humour coming out again” he laughed.
“No, I moved about 2 weeks ago now” I explained. He looked at me for a moment and then offered to get me a drink. I accepted and he went to the kitchen. I stood there and waited for him, watching a new set of people start taking shots off of each other’s bodies.
“Thinking of having a go?” Evan asked me when he returned. I shook my head and said “god no, I don’t think that I would have the confidence for that”. He chuckled and took my hand.
“What if I was the one taking the shots?” He flirted and I blushed. I was too drunk to care and agreed. He walked me over to the table and lifted me without strain to sit on it. Everyone was cheering and laughing from the affects of the alcohol. He looked at me and flashed me a warming grin.
“Sure your okay doing this?” He asked and I nodded. He pinched the bottom of my shirt and lifted it to my chest. A shot was placed in my mouth and Evan trickled some liquor on my stomach. It was cold and caused me to wriggle. Evan placed his hand onto my waist and gently said “stay still”. He leant down to my stomach and licked the alcohol off of my skin. I squirmed at the feeling of his warm tongue, tickling my abdominal area. He then reached my shirt and moved away from my body to position himself above me. He smirked at me and raised brow as if to indicate asking me if I was okay. I nodded my head slightly and he lowered his head to mine. His lips wrapped around the shot glass and were inches from touching mine. He took it from my mouth and tilted his head back.
People cheered as he downed the shot and took the glass from his mouth. Everyone chanted ‘switch, switch’ like a bunch of wild animals and I smiled. “Lay down then” I giggled. Evan looked surprised at my courage and I looked over at the doorway as he laid in the same position that I was in. I noticed Jodie standing there with an impressed look on her face, cheering with the rest of the crowd. I smiled at her and continued to focus on Evan.
I placed the shot into his mouth and then I lifted his shirt to reveal his perfectly chiselled abs. I poured the alcohol on his stomach and watched the liquid dip into his abs. They moved as he flinched at the cool sensation. Lowering myself to his stomach, I licked up his muscles and slurped the alcohol off. His skin was smooth and warm as my taste buds made contact with it. I trailed up to his pecks and released my mouth. I saw the seduction in his eyes and I lowered once more to grab the shot in his mouth. Once I had flicked my head back and gulped the shot everyone cheered. I laughed and Evan grinned at me. I sat away from him to allow him to swing his legs round and jump off. He took my hand and guided me off the table.
We joined the crowd that were ready for the next couple to take part.
“That was fun” Evan implied and grabbed our drinks that he placed on the coffee table, prior to taking body shots.
“I know it was nerve wracking” I giggled.
“When did you grow a back bone!” Jodie squealed as she ran to join us. She nudged my arm and I rolled my eyes at her. She started talking with Evan and then pulled us both to the dance floor. We danced for a while, grinding our hips into one another in time with the rhythm. Our bodies were synchronised and swaying with the music. He disappeared to the toilet so I took out my phone to check it.
Liam
I’m on my way
Sent: 1 hour 20 minutes ago