Tara’s POV
“I love you,” I told Devon, deliberately waiting until he was almost asleep. I didn’t want him to make a big deal about it. I think he did hear and understand though, since he smiled sleepily a moment before he began to snore. God he’s so beautiful! I want to stare at him all night long and record every bit of him to memory, to sustain me over the next two months.
I’m glad we could share some moments together before he is gone, even if I got very little enjoyment out of it. Devon is a very special guy, and he deserves my love. It’s just hard for me to show it right now, after the abuse I’ve suffered. And although I don’t love Devon in an all encompassing kind of way right now, in the same way he feels about me, I am definitely going to be there someday.
I know when
