Chapter 5 Where do I go from here? Dan asked himself the next afternoon as he walked Lad and Lady. The past week had wrought some profound changes in Dan’s life. He was a gay man—something suspected, but not fully realized until his night with Rocky. But what did that mean for him? He surely didn’t want what The Flame bar seemed to offer: guys like Rocky offering s*x, pretending to care, then moving on without a qualm. He’d glimpsed it with Wesley—a relationship based on mutual caring and love. Yet, his drink-induced evening with the young man was a mirage. Both of them had been hurt and were trying to ease that pain by acting out their need with each other, pretending their feelings for each other were real. It had shown him, however, what his desire really was: a loving relationship w