I couldn't believe I was not dead. I did not get into trouble. I was still alive and had another day to go. I mentally vowed myself not to mess things up today as I tried to have some determination. Tried. "All is going to go well. You can do this Eve. Just breathe work breathe work and you're done," I muttered under my breath. "Can you please stop that?! You're making us worry! Nothing bad is going to happen to you Eve. You are doing your job fine," India firmly reassured me but that wasn't enough. I just had this bad feeling inside of me. "I know I know. There's still too many 'what if's'. I mean anything can happen today," I panicked. "Yes Eve, good point. Anything can happen. Anything. Means something wonderful could happen too you know. Why are you acting like the world's go