ALL I ASK
RIRI
With everything that happened that night, we couldn't bear to still go on with our plans. We didn't push through with the meeting na pinaghirapan kong makuha, but I couldn't care less. I lost a child and I don't think anything will hurt more than that fact. But then later the next day, I found out Ate Jade gave birth. Jared told me himself. He sounded so happy that I felt my heart breaking again. It also felt as if I was punched in the gut. A baby was born the same time that I lost mine. It was like the heaven was punishing me. f**k…
All the while that Jared was telling me things, I was quiet. I would occasionally say a few short answers but that was it. And what pained me more is that he didn't even know something was wrong with me. Pero I cannot blame him, can I?
