Leila’s POV: Waking up was hell. And not just because I know what’s coming when I finally do open my eyes. No, it was hell because the memories of past ‘lessons’ had been burned so deep into my mind that I couldn’t escape them even when I slept. Hence the night terrors that attacked me alongside memories of my family’s deaths. But this one was particularly bad. And I say that because they were all torturing me again but this time both my brothers and Lux had joined in, chanting and shouting about how I was a ‘disappointment’ and ‘better off dead’ the words cutting deeper into me than when the pack had said it because they were family. Even Lux. But even with the pain they brought, I tried to keep hold of the nightmares solely because I know that the daymare that will assault me when I f