THE REJECTED WHITE WOLF

PLANNING

SELENAS POV

While I was talking to Beatris I could tell that she wasn't herself and I had to force her to tell me exsactly what was going on, when she started to tell me what was going on and that her mate was in the pack hospital I knew right away that I was going to go and help her. She was there for me when I needed someone for support, she was there for me when I found out that I was pregnant, she was there when I found out I was having a boy and she was there when I was giving birth to him so I was going to be there and help her now that she needed me the most.

I asked Gaby to take care fo Jr while I went to the pack doctor so I could find out how the six men were and if they would be able to travel to their pack and if not how soon would they be able to ready to travel, once I was at the doctor's office all six men where there and as soon as they saw me they bowed their heads in respect.

"How are they doing" I asked

"Well the one you threw out the window is doing better and should be okay to travel when ever you like, the one that you threw to the wall is also ready to travel when ever you like and the other four are okay as well they just got some scratches but nothing that wont go away in a few hours" she says

"Okay, then lets go get you all something to eat and get everything ready to head to your pack to help your pack and Beatris" I said

They nod their heads in approval as they followed me back to the pack house, nobody said anything so it was some what wierd but nothing to wierd if you understand what I am saying. Once we were in the pack house we went to the kitchen where the men got something to eat while I went to the room and checked on Jr, I turst Gaby with him but my wolf was going crazy for being away from her pup and she needed to be near him now. I opened the door to the room and the sight of what I saw was a picture perfect moment so I took my phone out and took a picture without using the flash so I wouldn't wake up Fabian or Jr, I went to the desk near the big window where I had my computer and I sent an e-mail to Beatris and let her know that we would be on our way as soon as we got everything ready and that I would let her know when we got near.

I sent the e-mail and waited for her to answer while I looked at the picture of my two boys sleeping together, ever since I had Jr I had dreamed to get a picture like this and I finally got it. It brought a big smile to my face that I thought I would never get after what happened with Fabian losing his memory and then rejecting me which brought a few tears to my eyes that were wiped away making me jump in the chair, I turned to see Fabian looking at me with a worried look on his face before he grabbed the second chair near me to me so he could sit down next to me as he did that I turned to see that he had placed Jr in his crib. He then takes my hands in his and takes them to his lips giving them a light kiss on top of my knuckles, it was so amazing having him holding my hands and doing this.

We talked about what route we were going to take to get to Beatris's pack and what would happen once we got there, how we were going to do to help and what I would be doing onve there. We got everything down to the last "T" but what I didn't and wasn't planning to tell Fabian is that I was going to start training to be able to use them, I know that I should tell Fabian about it but for now I couldn't do it until the right time comes I know he would either see me use my powers or I would tell him myself but only my mother the Moon Goddess know which one of the two options would be the way that Fabian would find out about my powers although there is the chance that he finds me using my powers while training by myself becauseI don't know where I would be able to train without anyone seeing me. It would be a place outside in a very private area where no one would bother me, I just hope that Beatris has something like that for me once we get there and then I realised that neither I nor my mother told him that I had a sister and that that sister was Beatris and that was also why I was going to help her.

 POV

WHILE I WAS TALKING TO BEATRIS I COULD TELL THAT SHE WASNT HERSELF AND I HAD TO FORCE HER TO TELL ME EXSACTLY WHAT WAS GOING ON, WHEN SHE STARTED TO TELL ME WHAT WAS GOING ON AND THAT HER MATE WAS IN THE PACK HOSPITAL I KNEW RIGHT AWAY THAT I WAS GOING TO GO AND HELP HER. SHE WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE FOR SUPPORT, SHE WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT I WAS PREGNANT, SHE WAS THERE WHEN I FOUND OUT I WAS HAVING A BOY AND SHE WAS THERE WHEN I WAS GIVING BIRTH TO HIM SO I WAS GOING TO BE THERE AND HELP HER NOW THAT SHE NEEDED ME THE MOST.

I ASKED GABY TO TAKE CARE OF JR WHILE I WENT TO THE PACK DOCTOR SO I COULD FIND OUT HOW THE SIX MEN WERE AND IF THEY WOULD BE ABLE TO TRAVEL TO THEIR PACK AND IF NOT HOW SOON WOULD THEY BE ABLE TO BE READY TO TRAVEL, ONCE I WAS AT THE DOCTORS OFFICE ALL SIX MEN WHERE THERE AND AS SOON AS THEY SAW ME THEY BOWED THEIR HEADS IN RESPECT.

"HOW ARE THEY DOING" I ASKED

"WELL THE ONE YOU THREW OUT THE WINDOW IS DOING BETTER AND SHOULD BE OKAY TO TRAVEL WHEN EVER YOU LIKE, THE ONE THAT YOU THREW TO THE WALL IS ALSO READY TO TRAVEL WHEN EVER YOU LIKE, THE OTHER FOUR ARE OKAY AS WELL THEY JUST GOT SOME SCRATCHES BUT NOTHING THAT WONT GO AWAY IN A FEW HOURS" SHE SAYS

"OKAY THEN, LETS GO GET YOU ALL SOMETHING TO EAT AND GET EVERYTHING READY TO HEAD TO YOUR PACK AND HELP YOUR PACK AND BEATRIS" I SAID

THEY NOD THEIR HEADS IN APPROVAL AS THEY FOLLOWED ME BACK TO THE PACK HOUSE, NOBODY SAID ANYTHING SO IT WAS SOME WHAT WIERD BUT NOTHING TO WIERD IF YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SAYING. ONCE WE WERE IN THE PACK WE WENT TO THE KITCHEN WHERE THE MEN GOT SOMETHING TO EAT WHILE I WENT TO THE ROOM AND CHECKED ON JR, I TRUST GABY WITH HIM BUT MY WOLF WAS GOING CRAZY FOR BEING AWAY FROM HER PUP AND SHE NEEDED TO BE NEAR HIM NOW. I OPENED THE DOOR TO THE ROOM AND THE SIGHT OF WHAT I SEE IS A PICTURE PERFECT MOMENT SO I TAKE MY PHONE OUT AND TAKE A PICTURE WITHOUT USING THE FLASH SO I WOULDNT WAKE THEM UP, I WENT TO THE DESK NEAR THE BIG WINDOW WHERE I HAD MY COMPUTER AND I SENT AN EMAIL TO BEATRIS AND LET HER KNOW THAT WE WOULD BE ON OUR WAY AS SOON AS WE GOT EVERYTHING READY AND THAT I WOULD LET HER KNOW WHEN WE GOT THERE.

I SENT THE EMAIL AND WAITED FOR HER TO ANSWER WHILE I LOOKED AT THE PICTURE OF MY TWO BOYS SLEEPING TOGETHER, EVER SINCE I HAD JR I HAD DREAMED TO GET A PICTURE LIKE THIS AND I FINALLY GOT IT. IT BROUGHT A BIG SMILE TO MY FACE THAT I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER GET AFTER WHAT HAPPENED WITH FABIAN LOSING HIS MEMORIES AND THEN REJECTING ME IT JUST BROUGHT A FEW TEARS TO MY EYES THAT WERE WIPED AWAY MAKING ME JUMP IN THE CHAIR, I TURNED TO SEE FABIAN LOOKING AT ME WIDE A WORRIED LOOK ON HIS FACE GRABED THE SECOND CHAIR NEAR TO ME SO HE COULD SIT DOWN NEXT TO ME AS HE DID THAT I TURNED TO SEE THAT HE HAD PLACED JR IN HIS CRIB. HE THEN TAKES MY HANDS IN HIS AND TAKES THEM TO HIS LIPS GIVING THEM A LIGHT KISS ON TOP OF MY KNUCKLS, IT WAS SO AMAZING HAVING HIM HOLDING MY HANDS AND DOING THIS.

WE TALKED ABOUT WHAT ROUTE WE WERE GOING TO TAKE TO GET TO BEATRIS'S PACK AND WHAT WOULD HAPPEN ONCE WE GOT THERE, HOW WE WERE GOING TO HELP AND WHAT I WOULD BE DOING ONCE THERE. WE GOT EVERYTHING DOWN TO THE LAST T BUT WHAT I DIDNT AND WASNT PLANNING TO TELL FABIAN IS THAT I WAS GOING TO START TRAINING TO BE ABLE TO USE MY POWERS INCASE IT GOT TO THAT POINT THAT, I KNOW THAT I SHOULD TELL FABIAN ABOUT IT BUT FOR NOW BUT WHEN THE TIME COMES I KNOW HE WOULD EITHER SEE ME USE MY POWERS OR I WOULD TELL HIM MYSELF BUT ONLY MY MOTHER THE GODDESS KNOWS WHICH ONE OF THE TWO OPTIONS WOULD BE THE WAY THAT FABIAN WOULD FIND OUT ABOUT MY POWER ALTHOUGH THERE IS THE CHANCE THAT HE FINDS ME USING MY POWERS WHILE TRAINING BY MYSELF BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHERE I WOULD BE ABLE TO TRAIN WITHOUT ANYONE SEEING ME. IT WOULD BE A PLACE OUTSIDE IN A VERY PRIVATE AREA WHERE NO ONE WOULD BOTHER ME, I JUST HOPE THAT BEATRIS HAS SOMETHING LIKE THAT FOR ME ONCE WE GET THERE AND THEN I REALISED THAT NEITHER I NOR MY MOTHER TOLD HIM THAT I HAD A SISTER AND THAT SISTER WAS BEATRIS AND THAT WAS ALSO WHY I WAS GOING TO HELP HER.