Her Unrequited Love

KABANATA 6

"W-what are you talking about?" Leah asked in a trembling voice. Mahigpit na napahawak siya sa robe ng lalaki at hindi magawang salubungin ang mga mata nito. Of all times, why did he suddenly remember that night? He wasn't like this. She's certain that Raziel forgot what happened that night, but what was this?

Ang puso ni Leah ay mas lalong lumakas at bumilis ang pag kabog na para bang hinahabol ito nang hawakan ni Raziel ang kaniyang baba at itinaas ang kaniyang mukha. She started panting as she felt like she was slowly getting out of breath. Taas baba ang kaniyang dibdib habang nilalabanan ang mga nagbabaga at madilim na mga mata ni Raziel.

"Why are you acting like you don't know?" the man muttered in a frustrated tone. Even his expression looks so frustrated right now. Mas lalo lamang kinabahan si Leah dahil doon. She can clearly remember what happened that night. Sino ba namang makakalimot? The way their bodies intertwined that night was a scene worth remembering.

The way she screams his name as he rocked her so hard was still visible inside her mind. Kung paano siya umiyak at nanginig sa sobrang sarap na dala nang pagbaon ng kargada nito sa kaniya, naalala niya pa iyon na para bang kahapon lamang iyon nangyari kahit mag-iisang buwan na mula nang araw na iyon.

She remembered it too well, but she can't tell Raziel about it. She just can't. Nasasaktan siya. Hindi naman sa ayaw niya ang nangyari. Sa totoo lang ay gustong-gusto niya. She loved Raziel so much to the point that she wanted him to be her first of everything. And him, taking her virginity has never been the issue. Pero kung sasabihin niya sa lalaki na may nangyari nga sa kanila, marami ang puwedeng mangyari at magbabago. And she doesn't want that to happen at all.

"Tell me you remember it, Leah…" he whispered so sensually, making her close her eyes out of habit. She wanted to respond so badly but he's drunk. Ganito rin ang lalaki noong may nangyari sa kanila. Parang nag-iba ang awra na nakapaligid dito at para bang naging mas malamig at marahas ito.

Despite her conscience telling her to confess to Raziel that she remembers it, Leah only closes her heart and betrays it. After all, there was a reason why she just can't confess to Raziel.

"I-I really don't know what you're saying," she answered, biting her lower lip the next second.

Minulat ni Leah ang kaniyang mga mata at naiiyak na tumitig kay Raziel pabalik. Habang tumatagal, mas lalo lamang humihigpit ang pagkakahawak ni Raziel sa kaniya. Because of her answer, Raziel's eyes became even more ruthless. It was sharp just like a hawk eye and it was empty. Hindi niya mabasa kung ano man ang iniisip ngayon ng lalaki pero isa lang ang sigurado, Leah might not be able to leave her alive.

Ang klase ng tingin na binibigay sa kaniya ni Raziel ay para bang papatayin na siya nito. Kahit na gusto niyang mabuhay, hindi pa rin niya magawang sabihin iyon sa lalaki. Aside from her reasons, she just can't understand Raziel. It's been a month already since that happened. Nagising na lang siya sa kama ng lalaki at katabi ito.

Sa takot at gulat na kaniyang nararamdaman, kaagad na nagbihis siya at umalis. Alam ni Leah na nagtataka si Raziel kapag napansin ng lalaki na wala itong kahit ni isang saplot pero hindi na niya inisip iyon. During that night, when she arrived, Raziel was not feeling well and was also drunk. So there's no way he'll remember her visiting and she was right!

Hindi nga naalala ng lalaki na may nangyari dahil kapag naalala nito ay tiyak na may gagawin kaagad ito, but then the next day, pumasok ito sa trabaho na parang wala lang. And the fear and horror Leah felt immediately fades after confirming that he doesn't really remember anything. It was like that, so why is he suddenly talking about that night?

Napaigtad si Leah nang dahan-dahan na umakyat ang palad ni Raziel at nagpunta sa kaniyang bibig. Nanuyo ang kaniyang lalamunan na parang isang disyerto nang suwabeng hawakan ni Raziel ang kaniyang labi. Leah immediately let go of her lower lip from her teeth's grip.

"Everytime you lie, you always bite your lower lip. Shouldn't you at least stop your habits if you want to lie about something?" Raziel grinned but there was still no emotion on his face. Mas lalo lamang naging kabado si Leah. Sinubukan niya ulit itulak si Raziel pero kahit na anong gawin niya, hindi talaga nagagalaw ang lalaki.

"You said you forgot? Well then," he paused and cupped her face with his large and firm hand. Mas lalong namilog ang mga mata ni Ann nang nilapit ni Raziel ang mukha nito sa kaniya at bago pa man nito tuluyang sakupin ang kaniyang mga labi, nagsalita ito.

"I'll help you remember that night."

"R-raziel stop," Leah groaned after the man released her lips from being sealed by him. Hinihingal at pawisan na napatitig na lang si Leah sa pulang-pula at namamagang mga labi ni Raziel. It was bleeding a bit due to a wound she caused. Hindi niya sadyang nakagat ang labi nito sa kalagitnaan ng kanilang halikan. It was Raziel's fault to begin with so she doesn't care.

"Why? Didn't I tell you I'll help you remember it?" seryoso ang tono ng boses na wika ng lalaki at mas lalong hinapit ang kaniyang bewang. Napaawang ang labi ni Leah nang dahil sa ginawa nito ay tumama ang nakabukol na kahabaan nito sa kaniyang gitna.

She was currently sitting on a table inside Raziel's room. Hindi niya alam kung paano sila napunta sa lugar na 'to. Basta na lang natagpuan ni Leah ang kaniyang sarili na nakaupo sa ibabaw ng lamesa at nakabukaka. Nasa gitna niya si Raziel at walang tigil pa rin ang paghalik sa kaniya.

"T-that's ridiculous…" she said in the middle of her breath. There's no way Raziel will succeed since from the very beginning, naaalala niya ang lahat kaya walang silbi ang ginagawa nito.

"It is?" he asked mockingly and kneeled down. Leah's eyes grew wider and was about to close her widely spread legs but Raziel was quick. Pinigilan siya nito at hinawakan ang kaniyang magkabilang binti. Wala sa oras na napahiyaw siya nang hilahin ng lalaki ang kaniyang mga binti dahilan nang pagkakahiga niya sa lamesa.

Ngayon ay parang isang biik na siya na nasa ibabaw ng lamesa. Nakabukas ang mga binti habang nakaluhod si Raziel sa gitna at May pagnanasa ang mga mata na nakatingin sa kaniyang basang-basang gitna.

"You're dripping, are you sure you want to stop?" he said in a mocking way and stick his tongue out.

"N-no, no– Ah!" Ang kaniyang pagtutol ay naging ungol nang pasadahan ng dila ni Raziel ang kaniyang p********e. Libo-libong kiliti ang dumaan sa kaniya dahil doon.

"I'll help you remember, didn't I?" Mas lalong lumalim ang bawat paghugot ni Leah ng kaniyang hininga dahil sa ginagawa ni Raziel. Gone the uptight and a man with few words, the Raziel in front of her right now is a completely different person. He was a man who didn't have any experience but the way he sucked, nibbled and licked her walls, it was fantastic.

"Mmh… Ah! Agh!"

Ang bawat pag galaw ng labi nito, samahan pa ng eksperto nitong dila ay mas lalong nagpapabaliw at nagpapawala sa kaniyang katinuan. These familiar sensations and pleasure she had felt before, she once again felt it again and with the same man. Leah doesn't know what to do anymore. She lost every reason the moment Raziel's tongue had touches her wetness.

All she could was to pull her boss hair as hard as she could and scratches his shoulders. Wala na siyang pakialam kung sobrang ingay na niya o kung nasasaktan na ba niya si Raziel. Ang sa kaniya lang ay ang may makapitan siya, dahil pakiramdam niya kapag wala ay baka tuluyan na siyang mabaliw.

"Angh... S-stop, I...I can't take it anymore," she sobbed and push Raziel's head but the man was persistent. Parang gusto ata siya nitong mabaliw dahil sa sobrang sarap na nararamdaman.

"More... I want more," Raziel huskily whispered and buried his face even more into her cunt.

Hindi alam ni Leah kung ilang minuto na ba ang nakalipas. Nangangalay na ang kaniyang mga binti at hindi alam ang gagawin. Sumasakit na rin ang kaniyang lalamunan at pakiramdam niya ay tuluyan na nga siyang nawalan ng boses kakasigaw niya kanina. After who knows, how many hours of eating and sucking her, Raziel was finally satisfied–

"I want to suck you more but I'm already at my limit." Pagod na napapikit na lang si Leah sa kaniyang mga mata. She thought it's finally finish but it looks like they were just starting. Kahit na gustong-gusto ni Leah ang nangyayari, hindi pa rin niya kaya talaga. She can't take the pleasure that Raziel makes her feel. It's just too much and she felt like she'll really to insane.

"Raziel..." she called his name weakly. Hindi sumagot si Raziel. Tumayo ang lalaki mula sa pagkakaluhod sa kaniyang gitna at siniil siya ng halik. Leah immediately returned his passionate kisses and hugged him. Before she knew it, she felt a sharp and hard thing poking her entrance.

When she opened her eyes, Leah found Raziel in his full glory. He was already naked and so ready to enter another battle with her.

"Please be gentle..." she requested. Raziel only grinned slyly.

"I'll try." Napabuntong hininga na lang si Leah. She's been with Raziel for many years already. That means she knew him more than anyone in this world. And hearing that playful tone, Leah can already expect that this idiot of a boss will never go easy on her.

Kinaumagahan, naalimpungatan si Leah nang may maramdamang kakaiba. May kung anong mainit at magaspang na bagay ang dumampi sa kaniyang dibdib. Sisigaw na sana siya nang may maalala. Memories from last night came running inside her chest. Leah flinched and started to calm her beating heart. Kahit na hindi na niya imulat ang kaniyang mga mata, she's a hundred percent sure it's Raziel's hand.

Kating-kati na siya na imulat ang kaniyang mga mata pero pinipigilan niya talaga ang sarili. What face would she have if she did open her eyes? Nakakahiya. Did she just spend a night with her boss? Kahit na gustong-gusto niya iyon at pakiramdam niya ay nasa cloud nine siya, hindi pa rin niya talaga mapigilan na mahiya.

"There's no use trying to pretend to be sleeping. I can see your eyelids moving, you know." With a distorted face, Leah opened her eyes to see Raziel's fresh and handsome face. While looking at him, Leah couldn't help but feel bitter for some reason.

Bakit sobrang guwapo pa rin nito sa umaga? Normally, people would always look weird every morning because of sleeping. Pero bakit sobrang fresh at guwapo nito? Kahit na ilang beses na niyang kinusot ang kaniyang mga mata, ganoon pa rin talaga ang mukha ni Raziel.

"Sir Raziel... what time is it already?" seryosong tanong niya sa lalaki. Tumaas ang kilay nito dahil siguro sa tinawag niya itong sir pero wala na siyang pakialam pa roon.

"I need to go home," she added kahit na ang totoo ay may pupuntahan lang talaga siya. Raziel's face formed a deep frown because of her words. Nagkibit balikat na lang siya at pinilit ang sarili na bumangon. Ininda ni Leah ang sakit na nararamdaman at bumangon. Hawak-hawak ang kumot, aalis na sana siya sa kama nang may bigla na lang pumulupot sa kaniyang maliit na bewang at hinila siya ulit pahiga.

"Ah! Let me go!" inis na sigaw niya at nagsimulang magwala.

"No, let's talk." Napahinto si Leah at napatingin kay Raziel. Napalunok na lang siya ng kaniyang laway nang wala sa oras nang makita ang napaka seryosong mukha nito.