Scared To Lose
1045 Words
Blake POV
"This feels so good!" Des yelled at the top of her lungs as she dived into the water, wearing the bikini I specifically told her not to.
"Blake hurry up!" She yelled.She requested me to open my shirt but hell,no.She wanted to seduce me and I,very well knew that.
I shook my head.
I looked at her from distance.She looked so beautiful and so delicious.
Control.
She came running to me.
"Come on." She whined.
"No.You go enjoy." I smiled.
"You promised we will swim together." She said.
"I didn't promise anything." I raised my eyebrow.
"I hate you." She said and went to the water again.
"Sure you can!" I yelled back to her and smiled.
Scared to lose it all.
I don't stand a chance.
And I don't wanna fake it.
What if I can't walk away.
You've got me standing in the rain.
Hoping I don't make the same mistake.''
I have never felt like this before.Not even with my ex girlfriend.
I opened my shirt and walked towards her.She looked so hot.She looked like god sculpted her with His own hands.
How angelic can a person be?
"Hey,you look...hot." She licked her lips and looked at my body.She stopped playing with the water and stared at me.
She forwarded her hands to touch my abs.
I immediately grabbed her hands.
"I opened my shirt but I have one rule." I said.
"You can't touch me."
"You're mean." She said and turned around.I grabbed her wrist and pulled her to my chest.I removed the unwanted strands of hair from her face and put it behind her ear.
She narrowed down to my chest.
I put my hands on her cheek firmly and rested my forehead on her.
There was a sudden change in her breathing pattern.
"What happened?" She asked in the most concerning tone.
"Nothing." I smiled.
"It's been a few days only and...you need to know that you are really special to me." I whispered.She smiled.
"I am really glad that I got to know you." She whispered and wrapped her hands over mine.
"It's four months only.Don't get emotionally attached with me." She laughed.
And she is making sensitive jokes.
"This 4 months I am going to make sure that you never forget me.I will make sure that every man you see will remind you of me." I said.
"Oh... so I hope to be whatever your expectations are." She smirked and moved her hand towards my body again.
"You cannot touch me." I said again.
"Then don't touch me either." She raised her brows as she laughed and dived into the water.
I swum with her for about and hour.When she was finally exhausted,she got up and headed towards the house.
I followed her and we both walked inside the house.
"Change quickly.I've brought lunch." I said.She didn't respond but just went to her room
After a while,she came out.She looked snow white and her red plumped lips made her look more dynamic.
She sat down and opened her box of food.
"Don't stay quiet." I said and started eating.
"Don't tell me what to do." She said.
"Alright." I replied.
"You are an arse." She said.
"You are a disrespectful girl." I said.
"Why do you expect me to respect you?" She asked.
"Because I am older than you and I respect you a lot." I said.
"I don't care." She said.
"The food is shit." She said.
"I thought you liked sea food.Everyone likes sea food." I said.
"I hate sea food." She rolled her eyes.
"Good for you I have something." I said and walked towards the kitchen and brought her another box.
For some reason,my instincts told me that she wouldn't like the food and that's why I brought back up.
"Chinese? Thank you." She settled down quietly.
"That's what I like.When you say 'thank you' or ' please' It shows that you are a good girl." I said.
"I am not bad.." She said.
"You are disrespectful." I said.
"You are a faggot." She said.
" Couldn't come up with a better counter attack?" I asked as I sat beside her.
"You are one." She smirked.
"I am not." I rolled my eyes.She laughed at me.
"Des, eat please." I said.
"Why are people so afraid of you? You are soft as a kitty." She said.
"What-what did you just call me?" I gasped.
"It's true." She said.
"You are taking my kindness in a wrong way." I rolled my eyes.
"You aren't kind." She said.I clenched my fists.She was really getting on my nerves and she won't keep quiet but that's what I loved about her.
Her talkative self.
I decided to stay quiet because I didn't want to say anything which will hurt her.
"I am sorry.I couldn't understand that it wasn't a proper thing to say." She whispered.
"It's alright,Des.I don't mind." I smiled.She smiled back at me.
"How did you get so rich?" She asked.
"Knowledge,tricks and a lot of luck." I replied.
"Tricks?" She raised an eyebrow.I was expecting this question from her.
"You can never become successful without tricks and in the underworld,the only key to success is tricks." I replied.
"Good for you." She replied.
"Can you let me go? I can work and then give you the money.You can keep an eye on me.I won't skip town." She blurted out all of a sudden.
"And a little more time, that's all.I promise I will pay you back." She whispered.
"It's not about money." I replied.
"Yes, it's about your punishment.Yes,I get that.We are poor,you need to-"
"Desdemona." I breathed out.
"I will tell you the truth after four months and right now,you will not understand a thing." I said.
"Then explain me." She demanded.
"It's just 4 months.Not that much of a big deal." I said.
"Whatever." She groaned.
"Do you feel bored? Tell me what you want and I will do it." I said.I was unsure of why she wanted to go back despite of me giving her everything.
"That's not the factor.I just want to pay you back since my father,alone will never be able to." She said.
"It's ok.You need to worry about that." I said.
"I won't kill him."
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