His Anger and His Love
967 Words
After spending a few more hours of talking and loving,I felt a lot thankful.
"I think you should head out now." I said.
"Yeah?" He asked as he looked at his watch.
"Come back soon." I said as I placed a kiss on his cheek.He got off and walked towards his car.I couldn't take my eyes off of him.I observed the way he walked.So handsome.
I blushed at my own thoughts.
The day passed by quietly and there wasn't a second when I didn't think about him.
It was 8 pm.I laid on my bed waiting for him to come back.I walked towards my balcony and my eyes searched for him.
Minutes after minutes I waited for his car to arrive.
When it finally arrived,I almost jumped out of happiness.I immediately headed back to my bed in fear he will see me.What would he think if he knew that I was waiting for him?
I walked out of my room and looked downstairs but I did see something terrible.
"Don't,don't bother me again and again!Once I take over this little family of yours,I will rip you apart!" He yelled on his phone.
He threw his phone on the ground as it broke.
One of his men came running to him,"Boss, Ivanich did not pay a single penny but he is about to skip down.We managed to keep him stable for the moment but it isn't long until his men comes looking for him." The man said with worry all over his face.
"Kill him! I don't want to hear any more excuses and get me back my money!" He yelled as the man ran away.He touched his hair and took a deep breath.
I ran downstairs as I stood in front of him."What happened,Luke?" He asked.
"Nothing." He replied as he narrowed down his eyes.
"Tell me." I said as I put my hand on his cheek.
"Leave it.I just need some time alone." He whispered.It felt like he was trying to control his anger but what anger? Was he angry on me? That wasn't possible.
"Luke,staying alone i-" I was speaking when he cut me off,"Please leave me alone.I don't need anyone,please..." His voice wasn't loud or scary but it was calm.That's all he said before running back to his room and I to mine.
I closed the door and sat beside the window.I felt a bit pain in my heart.
I thought we were something.I thought we were supposed to exchange our pain and wipe each other's tears.Was I wrong again?
Where did I go wrong this time? I just wanted to love him.I just wanted him to cry in my chest rather than locking himself inside a dark room.I wanted to kiss his tears and make him happy.
I wanted him to slowly fall asleep in my arms.As the night passes by,I wanted to be the first person he sees after waking up in the morning.
I wanted to see him smile.I wanted to make breakfast for him.I wanted to wait for him to come home and have dinner with me.I wanted goodnight and good morning kisses.
I guess I was wrong.I sobbed slowly in fear someone would hear me.
I didn't realize how much time has passed but I spent it all sobbing and crying.It was past midnight when I looked at the watch.I haven't had my dinner and as far as I can assume,he didn't either.I opened the window as the cold air hit my body.It penetrated through my body but failed against my heart but he could always penetrate through my heart.My hair blew roughly as I sticked my hands out of the balcony.I felt cold as I was wearing extremely revealing and short clothes.
The coldness wrapped itself around me as I had gooseflesh all over my skin.The hair was all messed up.The cold air was making me weak just like Luke does.
A few hours passed by in this way.I felt a few tears drop.Love and pain were inexorably mixed in each other.
I felt a bit warm when I felt a hand wrap around me.I realized it was him.I dare not move but I definitely wanted to get out of his arms.
He slowly placed his chin on my shoulder as his hot breath ran through my neck, sending shivers to my spine.
"I am sorry.I was in a bad mood." He whispered.I stayed silent as I didn't want to talk to him.
He turned me around and pulled me to his chest.
"I am sorry." He whispered again.
In this silent environment,I could hear nothing but his heavy breathing and his heart beating.
"Don't stress too much.It's ok." I replied as I pulled away from him and walked inside my room.
He seemed to have understood that I was hurt so he pulled me and lifted my jaw.I closed my eyes to avoid getting lost in those galaxy-like eyes again.Tears streamed down my cheeks.
"I am sorry." He whispered as he kissed my tears and wiped them slowly.
"I mean it,really.I am sorry.Please don't cry.I can't bear seeing you..." He didn't continue.
I faked a smile at him and wiped my tears.
"It's fine.We all have bad days." I replied to him.He abruptly pulled me into his embrace and I stayed there with no words.His face was on my neck.
"I don't want to lose you." He whispered.His voice was cracky.
"Luke..." I said as I made him face me.I placed my hands on his face.His eyes were red and glassy.
"I think you are having fever.How about you have something and take medicines?" I said.
"I'm-I'm fine." He said and hugged me again.I smiled at his actions.
"Come on." I said as we went back to the bedroom.He rested his head on the headboard and I sat beside him.
As far as I've observed,he is pretty strong,both physically and mentally.Fever doesn't affect him at all I mean he is not a normal man.
He is only vulnerable when he's with me.Somehow I was his weakness and somehow he was my strength.
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