How long do I have to keep trying and hoping to be saved and loved by an alpha? What if Uriel disappoints me and was like the rest of the alphas, too? How will I survive this ordeal without sucking my blood out of myself? I need his help, but how do I ask him? How do I explain what I’m going through? How do I want his help? I don’t know him that much. Should I give up but isn’t it better to try than to give up? When I met him 12 years ago, he didn’t seem to have a temper, but why does he look like he has one? Why is he always aggressive by the sound of his voice? Why does his eyes look calm but deadly? Why are his eyes empty of emotions? Has he gone through pain before? Why is he like this? Can I even ask him to help me? I’m so tired of this? Should I just die? I feel so suff